JAS ((: this is a story bout a girl

2007-09-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

無聊。

Layer 1: On the outside
Name: Jasmine Neo
Birth Date: 22June90
Current Status: single
Eye Colour: Really dark brown
Hair Colour: black with red highlighting

Layer 2: On the inside
My Heritage: wtf is this erm hokkien?
My Fears: let mi think..i dun really know maybe u can feel me in?
My Weaknesses: too straight forward?
My Perfect Pizza: CHEESE LOTS OF CHEESE!

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My First Thought of Waking Up: how i know i am soo sleepy to even think of wad i am thinking.
My Bed Time: maybe when it's almost daylight?LOL!
My Most Missed Memories: everything.

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi,coke has too much caffine and it's too sweet
Macdonals or Burger King: i rather foodcourt.
Single or Groups Dates: cool with anything
Adidas or Nike: brand are just names.
Tea or Nestea: tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: anything if its not too sweet
Cappuccino or Coffee: dun fancy coffee

Layer 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: if i ever kill me
Curse: who doesn't? but not so much
Take a Shower: go for theraphy if u don't
Have A Crush: maybe.
Got To Sch: yupp.
Believe In Yourself: alittle
Think You're a Health Freak: alittle maybe .fill me in.

Layer 6: In The Past
Drink Alcohol: the smell of it jux eeks me out
Gone to the Mall: DUH!
Been on Stage: yup.i totally screwed up
Dyed Your Hair: yupp RED is the colour!

Layer 7: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: nope.
Change Who You Were To Fit In: i am who i am..

Layer 8: Are You Hopping To...
Get Married: let my mr right appear first

Layer 9: In A Boy
Best Eye Colour: blue is hot but for asian hazel.
Best Hair Colour: black is hot. alittle colour iis hot too
Short or Long Hair: with a handsome face no matter wad hairstyle is hot.

Layer 10: What You Were Doing A
Minute Ago: typing this thing.
Hour Ago: staring at that box called the television
Four And A Half Hours Ago: watchin bang bang tang
Month Ago: went for wayne and show events and sitong singin competition
Year Ago:lyk how the fuck wuld i rmb? maybe i would..juz dun ask ok.

Layer 11: Finist The Sentences
I Love: everything? singing.
I Hate: y hate? not love? hating is tiring
I Hide: hide wad? hide and seek?
I Miss: everything
I Need: to slim down? ok i nd a guy also.

大功告成！

2007-05-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

HEY YOU!

i have sorta "moved" for the time being lol guess i wont be blogging but i am uploading video's at my wretch yarr soo for the time being i wont blog that often but i will be coming back here now and then when i hv the mood soo my wretch is lyk jux another blog of mine larhs (soo called) yea... visit now VIDEOS UPDATED RECENTLY! NE~ DONG BANG SHIN KI HWAITING!

CLICK:I WANNA VISIT JASNEO WRETCH~

`SARANG HAE
-JASNEO ((:
`HWAITING!

PS: some of the video's here may not be in view animore cux the youtube user gt suspended yarr but i will be uploading NEW video in my wretch yarr.

2007-03-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

J3 performance on 3rd march 2007

sorry for the wait. PS:The quality is not that good but i tried my best …i am sorry but the video is too dark towards the back.

Performance songs :
1.木乃伊 (林俊杰) mu nai yi (JJ Lin jun jie)
2.七里香 (周杰伦) qi li xiang (Jay zhou jie lun)
3.祝我生日快乐 (温岚) zhu wo sheng ri kuai le (landy wen lan)
4.普通朋友(陶喆) pu tong peng you (david tao zhe)
5.May I love you (张智成) (z-chen zhang zhi cheng)
6.除了爱你还能爱谁 (动力火车) chu le ai ni hai neng ai shei (power station dong li huo che)
7.小薇 (黄品源)Jazz rendition xiao wei (huang pin yuan)
8.退让 (阿杜) tui rang (ado ah du)
9.江南 (林俊杰) Jiang nan (JJ lin jun jie)
10.保护你 (曹格) bao hu ni (gary cao ge)
11.园游会 (周杰伦) yuan you hui (Jay zhou jie lun)
12.末日之恋 (张智成) mo ri zi lian(z-chen zhang zhi chen)
13.两只恋人 (曹格) liang zhi lian ren (Gary cao ge)

and some other footage at the back including the "interviews"

ENJOY!

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thats all pls give comments ya...THANKS!

go to http://onlyj3.proboards51.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=events&thread=1173458018&page=1 to view the pics.`

`ANNYONG HI KASEYO! -JAS((: sarang hey~

2006-12-06T18:36:00.000+08:00

some OLD/NEW videos. i couldnt find it the last time and i found it now soo check it out...BANJUN THEATER.

1.FIRST LOVE

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PS:I will upload another video soon and Vacation will be URL-ed soo do watch it fast!

2006-11-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

after the long wait...
I PRESENT...
VACATION!
casted by TVXQ!
A SERIES OF VIDEO TO BE MISSED!!!

1.INTRO.

2.CASSIOPEIA (feat.UKNOW YUNHO)

3.BEAUTIFUL LIFE (feat.CHOIKANG CHANGMIN [MAX] & XIAH JUNSU)

4.THE WAY YOU ARE (feat.YOONGWOONG JAEJOONG [HERO])

5.ETERNAL (feat.MICKY YOOCHUN)

6.VACATION NG

7.VACATION NG(2)

`CREDITS- SANBI, www.tvfxqforever.com thanks for the subbing and the posting. i will upload new xman once it is english subbed. yarr.also over the mountains... i will upload it once i collect and arrange the videos in order. yarr.

PS: The videos will be changed to URL every 1 month soo do watch them b4 its too troublesome oK? TAGGED after u hv watched..ENJOYED!

2006-11-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! MY BLOG IS NOT AS LAGGY AS BEFORE!!
and also THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER WHICH LEAVES ME TO MANI MANI MANI HOLIDAYS!!
lol haha btw ppl i changed all the videos to URL soo if u guys wanna see click the url ok??
i will now upload more videos! soo must watch ok?? i will upload VACATION^ in another post..yarr

1.HEROINE 6 (Episode1/2)

.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.
.Part 5.
.Part 6.
.Part 7.

2.HEROINE 6 (Episode2/2)

.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.
.Part 5.
.Part 6.
.Part 7.

3.MBC GOLDFISH -FULL-

.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.

BALLOONS MV! (MUST WATCH!)
KBS GAG CONCERT (HILARIOUS!)

`CREDITS- www.tvfxqforever.com and of coz sanbi for posting on youtube,translating also subbing...WATCH OUT FOR VACATION ON THE NEXT POST!
VIDEOS not to be missed!

PS: videos will be changed to URL at the end of 1 month. soo do watch it fast!and also TAG after you hv watched the videos

2006-10-17T18:09:00.004+08:00

Due to popular demand i decided to upload the videos on banjun theatre.
will be uploading the drama websites too so do check it out...

DBSK Good Sunday [29.02.2006]
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.
.Part 5.

-Dangerous Love-
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.
.Part 5.
.Part 6 (NG).

-Unforgettable Love-
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.
.Part 5.
.Part 6 (NG).

-Uninvited Guest-
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3 (NG).

-Finding Lost Time-
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4 (NG).

-Tokyo Holiday-
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.
.Part 5 (NG).

-Banjun the masked fencer-
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
`couldn't find any NGs for this

-First Love-
`The video had been removed so i couldnt get it neither did i find it yarr. maybe u guys can look up on it..then if can tell mi so tt i can upload it here. thks

ENJOY ((:
PS: if there is any mistake in the videos do notify me too. THKS~

2006-10-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

NEW VIDEOS!

EDITED! -FULL VERSION-
DBSK on XMAN! (FRESH!)

there is alot soo take your time but its worth watching! dun worry...lol 27clips in total! enjoy!

Xman #69

1.ep. 151 (2006.10.01)
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.Part 4.
.Part 5.
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.Part 7.
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2.Mat Lying Game
.Part 1.
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.Part 3.

3.Lee Team Couple Selection
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.

4.Kang Team Couple Selection
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.

5.Couple Game - Love Love Rice Bag
.Part 1.
.Part 2.
Voting Council - Who is the XMAN?
Max Chang Min and his "videos" on Ya Shim Man Man
Max Chang Min and his dandruff issue on Ya Shim Man Man
Max Chang Min and his bladder issue on Ya Shim Man Man
U-Know Yun Ho and his "man boobs" in Ya Shim Man Man
U-Know Yun Ho on his childhood job in Ya Shim Man Man
Micky Yoo Chun on his family crisis in Ya Shim Man Man

some misc videos DBSK speaks chinese! Check them out too!
[ DBSK ] yunho promoting RISING SUN to china
DBSK said chinese
DBSK - tri-angle

CONGRATS! You've finished ALL the videos!! had a good laugh?? LOLX!
PS: pls tag abt the videos ok?? thks ((:

2006-09-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

Which TVXQ member fits you the best??

Xiah JunsooHe's the cutest guy you'll ever meet and he can make you laugh whenever you're sad, you best fit Xiah Junsoo!
Take this quiz!

which tvxq song matches you?

sarang he hi yayaya. you like the summer warm time and you are very spirited. You dont get down when people insult you. Green and other matching colors is something that is a part of you. You like to wear summer clothes so u wont get hot. You also stay active only when its a good day
Take this quiz!

Which TVXQ member are you like?

AHH!!!! You're so like Junsu! Your kind to your friends, but when you are in a bad mood, you get pissed. You like to wear things that are simple. Your birthday is around December to January. Your voice is naturally beautiful.
Take this quiz!

Who's Your DBSK\TVXQ Guy? (5 Results)

Congratulations You Got Junsu:The cutiepie of the group. He's pretty random sometimes and has a very cute laugh. He also has an older brother that's on a pro baseball team.
Take this quiz!

Who in TVXQ would you most likely date?

Xiah Junsu
real name : Kim Junsu
dob : December 15, 1987
zodiac : Sagittarius
blood type : B
height : 5'8" (178cm)
weight : 132lbs (60kg)
hobbies : video games, singing, playing piano, soccer
Take this quiz!

Which DBSK guy is your long lost brother?

Your long lost brother is MAX!!He would be the type of brother that would crack jokes and do anything to make you smile if you were down. He would want your happiness first before anything else.
Take this quiz!

Which DBSK would u fall for?

Junsu! You'll fall for sweet caring Junsie. He likes to think about u when u smile. U totally like a person who is welling to help u out like[failing class, problems] and he'll try his best!U feel kinda stupid though yet u love him inside.
Take this quiz!

Who is your DBSK hubby?

You have Xiah! Xiah is the charming and has a warm smile that makes your heart all filled with his love. [He's my favorite. *wink*]
Take this quiz!

Who's your DBSK date?

Xiah. The soccer match was exiting, and toy stores are fun! Just as long as the police aren't around...Disaster Rating: 3
Take this quiz!

Who's your DBSK Man Slave?

You can't choose! You love them all! They will all be your man slave!
Take this quiz!

2006-09-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

sumtimes i really wonder if i really wanna be who i am now? after all this years of up and down i really wondered. haix. my life is alrdy in a mess and i cant solve it but to run away frm it..hahas a joke rite? lolx have owaes been tellin ppl to face their own problems and how they shld react but mi myself? haix..i dun think. ppl may see mi as a all cheena girl and ju lyk any other FANS-natic cheena girl i listen to chinese music go gaga over idols...typical! lol but is tt wat i really wan? or is tt wad i am left to be? i really wondered hahas but well lyk i said i am messed up lyk a broken glass its difficult by jux thinking of finding the pieces.. oh well i jux hv to admit it larhs..wad to do? *clueless* sumtimes i really wonder..whur am i heading to? wad do i really wan? hahas well better not think too much...yarr... ppl also dun think so much larhs soo ma fan lolx.. listen to music relax hees...SMILES!

2006-09-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

this is super FUNNY i can STOP LAUGHING! lolx
you MUST really watch it seriously!
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nvr thought korean shows can be tt funny? think twice! lolx
ps: i know there's alot of videos its funny and jux wanna share with u guys larhs lolx not nice i wont show larhs... check them out and hv a great session of laughter lolx! ((:

2006-09-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

SOME FUNNY VIDEOS FOR YOU GUYS TO VIEW!
do check them out ok?
DBSK ROCKS! XIAH ROCKS!
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.Part 2.
.Part 3.
.Part 4.
.Part 5.
.Part 6.
.Part 7.
heehees tts abt it ENJOY and do tag after u finished all the videos. hees ((:
ps:there will be more to come. hees ((:

2006-09-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

the world juz came tumbling down...

stop crying you fool _ _ _ _ _ aint worth ur tears isn't she?
i think u guys will know whu larhs jux look at the date. *ring a bell*?
SOME might not know onli..wadeva

100+ for her present and they wants the class to share? lyk $6 each? RIDICULOUS! she hv cake present wad more i had nth! ok i sound jealous. nvmm i think its unfair i dun see y other ppl get the same treatment. arghh. whu they think she is BIG SHOT? how long hv u guys lyk really know and see her? for 2yrs i had it well to ppl out there enjoy lolx. well this is jux saddening larhs its not tt i dun wish to forgive her but its jux tt i had it once i juz dun wanna let it happen to mi again thinking on how mani times i had cried juz bcux of her. now tt i smile more doesnt mean anithing ok? ppl whu know mi will know i dun really lyk to say wht i feel but this everyone knows larhs but pls i jux wanna draw tt line with HER! tts it its final!

you guys may think i am selfish, unforgiving. i know ok i am i am i am! happy? wadeva iya juz leave mi alone ok? (noone bothers aniwaes) go go to her. you may be happier...i shall stop here if i go on it will be forever and i dun really lyk saying all these.. i am a human know. lolx

FCUK jux stop crying you idiot.

ps: i may sound a little harsh and the tone maybe a little violent but sorry (seriously) cux i am not in the mood to write anithing nice maybe ltr or sumtime i write smth nicer ok? lol hahas now mustt try to smile heees...meanwhile ppl reading my blog takkire ok? prelims are soon over hees and ya try not to bottle up too much i am a bad example ok? hees SMILES ((:

2006-09-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

AHH DONG BANG SHEN KI IS SOO FREAKIN COOL!!

BTW XIAH ROCKS he gt a dammn nice voice. really u wan the song? tag mi i will send it to u lolx! DBSK ROCKS! check then out ya? hees some pics for ys to view.

arent they adorable? aww they ROCKS!

XIAH! he is SUPERCUTE!

LOOK THE PIANO!

how can u get enough of him?

he is HOTTT yes!

2006-09-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

ARGHH! ok this is IRRITATING!!!

i went for pss2 audition with a bad sorethroat and somehow i gt to endure the pain while singing. arggh! nvmm ok i didnt get in larhs yarr.. nth much cuz in the first places i knew i wont get in but MY FWEN DESERVE A PLACE IN OK! wth

ok this is how it goes.

i stayed over at iris hse then in the morning i went to the audition with a couple of fwens together went there at abt 6 yarr. then we sat ard chit chat and i was practically high due to the lack of slp i was blabbering nonsense. hahas then also at the same time thinking will my sorethroat get better. BUT NO! arghh. yarr.

ok we went so early obviously we are the first few yar. we are the first 40 to be exact. PS: if u are goin for competition lyk these PLS DUN get up soo early and DUN be the FIRST FEW (cux b4 u the judges haben heard anithing and they DUN know wads the standard will be lyk YARR!) we are the first 40 larhs my fwen with the SUPER NICE AND UNIQUE voice when in and DEH~ she was out WTH! we were all rooting for her larhs WTH! then i knew i gt no point competing lolx i went in with a very relax mood hahas wasnt nervous at all yarr. DEH~ i got out larhs obviously lolx ok there is this girl her singing is nice and she is CHIO de lors. but WATER THE FLOWERS she didnt get in WAD IS THE JUDGES FCUKING DOING!?! ok out of the first 40+ onli ONE gt in soo tts y i say dun be the first few. yes! listen to sumone whu experienced it (SERIOUSLY!) arghh ok after abt 60+ contestants i guess more and more ppl gt in yarr. and i saw some whu went in their voices is average and also average lookin i am not joking its the fact. well some times its luck larhs. nvm then i waited for iris cux she was queueing at the back yarr. CONGRATS HER FOR SINGING OUT LOUD! yeaa.. cux everytime she jing zhang will sing very soft but she sang out loud on tt day! YEAHNESS! hahas well if u wan to know how not to be jing zhang ask us! HEES ok she went in the room and came out with a DEH~(she nvr get in larhs) and the judges is soo bo liao~ imgaine it is u u go in they say hmmm...yin se bu cuo dan shi bu gou~ BU GOU WAD?!?! SHIT ARX!?!? might as well dun say rite. and pls lors this is PROJECT SUPERSTAR! a competition to find GOOD VOICES! BU GOU WAD!?!? SHIT!?! wad a joke. but nvm we didnt really get disappoint cux we did our best ya? YES! ok tts abt it NONE OF US GET IN! not even tt tcher frm LWS yarr. onli minhua got in JIAYOU FOR UR NXT MALE AUDITION!WE WILL SUPPORT U DE (as well as cheryl's bro) GOOD LUCK!

ok PSS IS DAMMN SICKENING! hahas my fwen deserve a IN ok.

2006-09-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

taDA~!! this is mah new hairstyle give mi some comments yar? this time it is short. lolx ok today i am super tired larhs woke up lyk 8 then went to skol (ok i was late larhs reached at 930) well basically i SLACK all the way larhs lol dammn boring and no point hahas and i am not goin tml. yes. boring lols. well i slacked with cheryl larhs had pratically nth to do. i dun even bother larhs. whu cares? lolx came home slacked sumore watch full house for the SECOND TIME lolx. then slept lol for lyk 30 mins? lol then watched bai fen bai then went out to eat with my parents and gt this haircut (must comment oh) hahas came back couldnt use the comp cux changing computer table. SHEESH! yarr. aiya i this is a boring post larhs. hahas nth to blog le mahs lolx.i think shall stop here bax. boring.lolx *pouts* PS: COMMENT ON MY HAIR LARHS!

2006-09-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

jasmine neo jiamin --

[adjective]:

Pretentiously academian

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

WATER THE FLOWERS IS PRETENTIOUSLY ACADEMIAN???

hahas ok here i am blogging again...

thurs went skol as per normal had tchers' day celebration well can say was quite ok larhs better than last yr larhs lol the singing part.basically all sang out off tune soo badly i guess onli the choir sound better. heys u guys need vocal lessons?budden nvm tt larhs actually was ELATED to see the ex-students larhs..hahas after soo long lol. nxt yr maybe cant even see them )): heys i wan see u guys again larhs lolx sumday my chalet ok? lolx ((:

ytd didnt get to go church )): cux i went for a concert yar.. was HIGH HIGH HIGH ann SUPERHIGH LARHS! superfun can we are lyk making fun of all the performance and then scream lyk nobody biz lol..

today went to toa payoh HDB hub to support eric and some other iris fwens whu went to join larhs. yarr. and ONE gt in..lucky lol. actually none gt in budden the guard or whoever called minhua back then YEAH! HE GOT IN! as least gt one larhs lolx. iris was lyk thinkin thinkin thinkin larhs lolx think soo much lolx. then went to long john eat. pratically i didnt eat larhs lol..then finish eating we saw vics and maybe is his future gF? but shuo zhen de she is UGLY lors. opps =X well nvm after tt we went to town to mit up with evelyn hahas *first time* then we went walk walk lors. hahas walk until tired ohh ohh and i learn smth when u are tired and sick of walkin gt a way is to swing ur hand as high as possible! lols.

well jux gt home tired larhs cux i woke up lyk 6.45am go mit iris then gt to past eric his photo. whu ask him to be soo freaking early. lol. yarr. soo now basically i am tired de lors. and i hv lack of slp on sat + today wahh dying soon oh ya at the audition seen familiar faces. lyk AO fwen i guess and this guy who FREAKIN LOOK LYK CEDRIC TAN KENG NAN! i am serious larhs all angle wth! hahas same tann sumore. lolx. yarr i guess tts abt it larhs. ahh PSS MAKES MI SOO VEXED! lolx (nevermind mi)

PS: IRIS DUN THINK SOO MUCH LARHS U CAN DO IT DE! LOLX ALL OF US CAN DO IT DE!

2006-08-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

here's a video of RISING SUN sang by DONG FANG SHEN QI its nice seriously...hees...yarr click and watch yarr?

ok well today the FIRST day of the prelims2 well it was ok i guess? iya wadeva its over i dun care animore LOLX!

ok basically i am lyk STARVING thks to some IRRESPONSIBLE people who didnt even bother to call home to ask whether her LOVELY daughter is hungry nither did she inform her LOVELY daughter tt she will not be buying home dinner.so OBVIOUSLY tt LOVELY daughter had gt nth to eat but AIR! thanks arx!

OK SHE! MY MOTHER came home with a very stupid attitude ARGGH! not forgetting my DARLING DADDY! ARGGH! ok i closed the window due to the rainy weather yar.. then i went to lyk keep my shoes cux its was lyk soaking wet when i get it in...lol.. after tt i decided since it is wet i might as well wash tt freaking shoe. LOLx ya so i went to wash larhs obviously then not long after my mom came back the first thing she said was U DUNNO HOW TO OPEN THE WINDOWS IZZIT THE WHOLE HSE IS SOO STUFFY wth i was lyk HUH? *in my mind i was lyk cant u freaking see i am bz can do things one by one not?* arghh...then this morning our conversation was even more AMUSING ok we were talking abt some stuff which i seriously dun wish to think wad was it but one think i can rmb most is tt every SINGLE FARKING thing she also wanna complain arghh sumtimes i really wonder is i am ur daughter! ahh think is getting really irritating...

nvmm lyk do adults all act tt way all they know is complain complain and complain with is in short KIASU! is there ani other better thing they can lyk farking do? if there we a complaining competition...HEY I URGE EVERY AUNTIE OUT THERE TO JOIN OK!?!? heys it will sure be the best show larhs ok not forgetting all those ppl whu hv the AUNTIE qualities in them yarr.?? erm ps: i think tt bryan of jade has a very high potential of joining maybe he can consider ya? (read his blog u will get wad i mean but i aint gonna post his url here larhs DUH!) aiya wadeva shit larhs arghh btw aunties and ppl out there if u aint lyk updated, pls go get urself upgraded.. THIS IS NOT WADEVA CENTURY U ARE FRM FOR GOD'S SAKE DUN BE SO FREAKIN OUTDATED LARHS! arghh...wadeva larhs the more i go on i will be crapping le shall stop here

PS: GO AWAY AND STOP COMPLAINING LARHS GT ANITHING KEEP IT TO URSELF CAN BE CONSIDERATE FOR ONCE LARHS!!

CIAOS!

2006-08-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

SERGEANT SERGEANT SERGEANT SERGEANT SERGEANT!!! AHH SOO HAPPY i am gonna be promoted again again again again! hahas today went back to church lolx felt so gd to hv the time to worship the lord hees. it felt really nice and i am goin again larhs hees... sure will go i nxt wk gonna be promoted to SERGEANT! hahs soo happy!!! lolx hahas that means i will be doing drills again! yeaH! after soo mani donkey yrs. AHH I LOVE GB I LOVE GB! we started of with six then due to some i dunno wad it left with us 3 then there was the whole company! ahh i am soo happy and proud of myself and i miss those GB days. i am goin to wear that UNIFORM once again i missed it! ahh with no regrets. hees. tt means i am goin YOUTH ABLAZE in full uniform again nvm larhs its good to wear tt uniform. AHH! i miss everyone.LOVES!

muchhLOVES corporal JASMINE NEO reporting

2006-08-19T14:01:00.000+08:00

this is my last strength WILL U BOTH STOP TORTURING MI THIS WAY!?!? ARGHH! I HATE BOTH OF U! GO AWAY!!!!!!

2006-08-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

here i am once again...hahas not torn but blogging! lols

alriite this is soo out if point larhs wadeva lol. hahas well wad u know i lyk jux woke up larhs and wth i wake up with no shows to watch...arghh. i need my entertainment larhs lol

today had eng oral larhs wth i juz started to lyk talk abt the pic she nvr let mi continue to say wad i had wanted to say then she wan we to discuss about this girl in the pic..ehhs pls hor can let mi speak finish first mahs? aiyoo then i think i screw it up also WTH this is soo irritating. argh! nvm its over i dun wanna think about it le. lalala~

aiya today..cant say i am moody larhs jux tt i hv been avoiding my own emotions hahas..ermm its been very long le. hahas i know how i feel when i see or hear sum unwanted stuff but i hv been avoiding it larhs. aiya u guys know larhs. aiyoo but they wont see this i guess.. haix..am i lyk tt irritating? y dun ppl listen to mi when i talk? arghh. i was jux tryin to speak my mind wad i need to sumtimes to find sumone to talk mahs but haix..no one wants to listen larhs i know... haix..i know i am irritating larhs..arghh..hais nvm larhs i shall talk lesser lah aniwaes its mi larhs.. i shall kip everything to myself larhs okOKOKOK??? arghh. haix cant really understand Y i owaes mit those ppl whu wont listen to mi but when they say anithing i will HAVE AND MUST listen. i know larhs you guys need not to be so obvious. i know to u SOUL is everyting to u larhs arghh.but can u let mi say wad i wan to say not? is it soo irritating to lyk even hear i know to u J3 is nth larhs WTH! SOUL SOUL SOUL SOUL SOUL is tt all u can think?? all i wan was to lyk update u guys on wads goin on between the other ordis. but can u not give mi tt kind of respond? WTH! alriite i am not gonna tell u guys anithing animore ok!?!?! SOUL is all u wan to listen. if i tell u other things u will think tt i am irritating. nvm to ur responses i will feel irritated ok! arghh. this is soo mad larhs.. i cant believe i posted this here. but i jux cant tk it animore larhs. AHHH!!! ya ordis this is wad i get every single day in skol frm...u know..(not my classmates but frm them two larhs) REJECTIONS! arghh. i miss those days i miss the GB girls i miss GI and gang i miss all larhs arghh fcuk i am crying again.. arghh! this is getting annoying. argh! aiya i shall stop here larhs the more i say the more irritated u guys are ya? argh i am annoying larhs i know larhs WTH! (i guess i tried too hard?) ok i am goin back to my old self.

CIAOS.

2006-08-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

this is the song of my blog now..hees nice rite is jiu di sang by J3..hees((: nice rite..

well basically i didnt go skol cux i wasnt feeling well as usual LOLX...ok was at home the whole freaking day basically doin nth and soo decided to go on youtube search under superband then watch the video..i cross my heart I SERIOUSLY MISSED SUPERBAND LARHS! arghh! well then many thts again hahas thru superband i made many good fwens and also thru superband me and some fwens bcame a distance.once again there are more thts larhs obviously. past this yrs i couldnt expect how much a journey i had gone thru...haix.. this makes me feel lyk crying..wth! hahas

sec one when i was still thirteen.. i was a new kidd in yuying and i made this grp of fwens consisting jiahui peilin elieen jasline yan hwee calean and myself we use to come together talk about idols and all hahas those were the days. lolx. then we distant we spilt up and ya..you know hahas well thnks all of them whu once was there when i needed them as i really dunno how i could go to skool spending time alone ya? hahas

sec2 of some reason i dun really quite rmb...hahas me and sharinah as shima gt close we were bestfriends and best girlfwens ya i rmb cux of basketball! i knew wanting first then olga they all and then grew close to sharinah and shima. hees i rmb the days whur we use to hang out whur sharinah complains to me about stuff and abt how shima treated us we use to gossip also rmb? hahas well thks u guys for being there for mi u guys tolarated mi althou i was owaes the one listening hahas budden i do complain at time larhs hahas well nevertheless thks. sharinah: i stil rmb the days whur we came back to skol jux to do art rmb the flower? hahas was tt at sec 3 or 2? cant rmb i onli can rmb u asked haikel to draw for u..oRHH! hahas well was fun larhs hahas well and also not forgeting i rmb that time whur u scolded shima cux u jux cant tolerate her i could onli jux sat there and do nth. actually in my heart i was very sad as i dun know how our friendship can be soo easily broken i actually felt lyk crying soo badly..(well i did but dun think u guys know hahas) aniwaes its all jux history...well sharinah left and ivy came was childish if u tht of it sharinah was actually jealous cux ivy sort of "replaced her" lolx aniwaes we had fun ya ivyy i still rmb those hanging out hahas...thks ya for giving me such a wonderful time and also thks for being there for me.LOVES!

sec3 ivy was streamed to a different class frm mi and shima..unfortunately. hahas and things between me and shima turned bland and then i finally gave up we had this big "fight" and i never wanted to talk to her again soo i sticked ard with nat calean and jiahui we used to talk gossip alot we were not best of friends but we are lyk gossip buddies LOLX! i can still rmb those sakae session together. hahas and when we decided to go for a second session things became to change again calean and nat pity shima that she had gt no friends and they went to her. this made an impact on mi ..i dunno if its under ani influence of her but calean start to distant frm me and she nvr talk to me again.till now i am still wondering the reason y she hates me soo much...wht hv i done? haix. i really hate it seriously. haix. but nvm then i went back to ivy actually we are stil as chatty as b4 hahas i rmb goin to the KL trip with no friends budden she accompanied mi thru the trip with aloy donovan kenneth phelan zhao huang and all larhs you guys know whu u are..haha they made my KL trip an unforgettable one i soo want to THANK you guys so much without u all i could not imagine how my KL trip would be thks alot not forgetting all tt happen in KL are still in my head. the hotel the shopping the field trip the makan and all larhs i amm soo much appericiated for all the wonderful memories hees. well but as time past after the KL trip we still hang out but after tt incident i dared not to hang out with you guys animore cux i was VERY guilty and i didnt know how to face it but to run away frm it.. it was a tuff decision budden.. haix i was really guilty larhs.budden i will stil wanna thks for the company yarr.i had no one then in class i was always by myself so i wanted to tell how i felt towards shima. i wanna apologise to her as i felt i was in the wrong also soo i did. but i after tt i was soo foolish i apologise and did hang out with her but she not only once but many time stab mi in the hrt again and again lyk b4 i could than tolerate no more so i left her on t'chers day if i am not wrong hahs but bcux of her i made new best fwens lyk gi varian leong and all larhs hahs you guys know hu u are hahas i still rmb the times we hang out together ok we use to to towning and use to catch the lastest movies hahas rmb? lolx well thks ya althou i maybe naggy and irritating at times ( i dun act lyk i am older) budden you guys nvr made me feel left out hees..btw i rmb our prata session plus huiqun and terry hahas...well tokin abt movies i can still rmb the movies kakis! which is none other than ced tat and vincent hahs rmb we use to catch the lastest movie?(now this time i am the youngest) hahas sumore we lyk use to catch a movie A LEAST one time a wk hahas i was havin holidays then hahas well thks yar.. and i am owaes the one waiting for u guys (3 guys making a girl wait WTH) hahas ok well you guys know it urself the outcome aiyoo jux tolerate each other larhs. i tolerated her for lyk dunno how long lors..hahas ok larhs ok larhs aniwaes thks soo much ya? it was fun but gone were those days. hahas

sec4 well this is when the superband craze was up hahas i started my vocal lessons for once and ya.jiahui left mi my class buddy and i was left with no one but myself to tell you the fact i my onli choice was with peggy and yunting budden you know their temper is not really wad i lyk budden i had to tolerate larhs well if u see me talkin to myself its no surprise hahas well superband lost of many fwens no as in lost as in all went a distant hahs gi varian ter aaron you guys know larhs theAUTHORS hahas weng tat and all hahas we use to talk but i dunno wht happen all were bz with their own stuff hahas we bcame soo far apart..so near yet soo far.. i really MISSED all you guys actually hahas

well now i actually find tt i am irritating and i wasnt a really tt nice person larhs as u can see my life is in a mess i nvr had a really gd fwen frm the start. whenever there is mi the friendship dun seems to turn out well..JINX! hahas yarr. wadeva hahs tts y i am so used to talking to myself and jux loves crapping cux i will nvr wan to rmb all althou it will still leave a mark i jux wanna live life blurly lyk i know nth hahas well tts y i seldom hv stuff to talk abt cuz its all inside and i dun wish to say. hahs actually i amm soo scared inside but wht to do? haiz..well just wanna tell EVERYBODY tt you all made an impact in my life and i wanna thk all whu was there for mi be it you are a hi-bye fwen or a best friend you guys are the Best..LOVE YOU ALL! hees ((: this blog is soo freaking long larhs OMG if you can read it to here well CONGRATULATIONS! hahs...

PS: ppl pls rmb to tag hees LOVES!.and those whu i didnt mention it doesnt mean you are forgotten. hees ((:

2006-08-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

i know this is abit slow budden...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! hahas

i amm soo bored now can u believe i am in a delimma on whether to change my blog song? I AM GONNA CHANGE IT ANIWAES! hahas lame larhs wad to do its juz mi hahas! wadeva larhs. well today gt backk results...hahas i gt an F9 arz..hahas...yar believe it or not i gt an F9 yar C5 yar F9 hahas LOLX! i think i am abit madd larhs not too mention CONGRATS IVY for the FANTASTIC results hees ((: and many others whu did well.ohh shit this means i will hv to retake CHINESE!?!? wahh my chinese is soo CANNOT MAKE IT LARHS AHHH!! how the hell did they get such good grades? WAHH I WONDERS? CHINESE is jux not my thang larhs arghh!and i am watchin wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai now! ahh FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY! wu zong xian soo stupid larhs...BAIICHII! hahas... ok larhs i gt nth to blog le..hahas sunday is soul gathering le...gonna hv a fun day on sun ya?? hees! ordi must enjoy yarr? hees ok larhs shall stop here. CIAOS!

2006-08-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

this is killing mi...AHHH!

ok once again i am home alone and this time i dun know whur my parents went larhs... i wake up they are not at home le...nvr even leave a note telling mi whur they are larhs..nvmm i am soo used to it le...

ytd was superband grand finals...had a wonderful experience...congrats MLB for clinging the title and not forgetting J3 that gave the Ordis soo much memories and great music..THANK YOU hahas. [wan mei he ying , wu xian cai hua , fei chang J3] was abit dissapointed when they didnt ger into the top 2. but nevertheless we still had a good time! [WO YI JING ZI YOU LE! + WO AI TAI MEI!] hahas its a unforgettable experience larhs..hahas

well now i am home alone with flu.cough and sorethroat hao xin ku ahh! hahas by listening to my own voice i feel lyk killing myself...hahas cux i cant hit the notes! ahh! hahas now i am eating tt horrible rice again hahas...but wad to do..hahas

ahh i feel soo sick...hahas and tml i gt vocal lessons...AHH SHIT! hahs i shall stop here larhs i cant think of anithing to write le... ahh seriously miss times whur we hang out..i miss the cafe noah-ing and the movies. hahas...and all the treats..hahas

-[is sumone scolding mi? i kip sneezing]-

2006-07-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

PRATICALLY... i am super bored then decided to blog larhs

well nth much happen this few days larhs as usual.. i went to skol with a very LAZY mood hahs then sumore we gt to stay up as late as wad 5PM tt means i gt to stay in skol for abt 10 SOLID HOURS! this is really crazy hahas...

then sumore we had to make boards for J3 for their upcomin GRAND FINALS! PLS CALL 1900-112-3002 or SMS B2 to 71199 (this is abit out of point but u know wad I DUN CARE!) hahs

ok if u guys are wondering whu the SIXORDIS are well there ^ we are in the pic there... ok frm left to right we have ORDI6-Stephanie , ORDI4-Peilin , ORDI1-Wendy , ORDI3-Iris , ORDI5- JAS((: , ORDI2- JIAHUI hahas interested? contact mi at xxxx hahas i think i am madd hahas well its all in mah blood larhs *wadeva*

OPPS supposingly there was a photo budden due to some misuderstanding i wasn't allowed to post it soo i DELETED it yarr..budden this is still an impt notice... CAUTION(applies to men): this is wad happens when u dun get enough slp.. gay tendencies rises. *opps* =X (hopefully they dun see this budden i dun care its juz mi (= )yarr.those whu seen the pic will know wad i mean hors. hees

2006-07-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

WTH WTH WTH WTH!! ARGHH!! i missed superband!!! shit i freaking woke up at 9.00 and i went back to slp which made mi wake up 10.30! arggh and i freaking missed the J3 part. FCUK! i pek cek larhs irritating...y liddat!!! AHHH! nvmm.. its jux i seen it live and its not good enough larhs..but nvm larhs..I WAN WATCH LARHS irritating..nvmm

tml is SF2 le...J3 must JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! we will ting ni men dao di!! OH shit i think i someone scoldind mi i kip sneezing...blahh! hahs aniwaes they will be perfoming BO JIAN DAI - LIN JUN JIE! and jiu hou de zhan yi - Zhou jie lun soo pls watch watch watch 2 songs lehs! must watch watch watch! and if u think they really did well or wadeva pls give them ur support by voting 1900-112-3001 or sms B1 to 71199 MUST VOTE OHH! i will love u guys forever! they are B1 so dun miss them ohh...

J3 IS B1

1900-112-3001

or SMS B1 to 71199

2006-07-09T17:59:00.000+08:00

J3 having a gathering in Kbox.

date : 12th July 2006
venue : paradiz centre
time : 7pm or 8pm
cost : below $15 provided 2 drinks each.

those interested juz sms mi if u gt my no. larhs.
ask alot alot of ppl ok? then pay less mahs..hahas

for more info or ani enquiries can log on to J3 forum

THANKS!
muchhLOVES
`JAS ((:

2006-07-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I UPDATED AGAIN!! hahs well i hv gt nth to do at home larhs soo decided to UPDATE! hahas well this few days..or shld i say this few MONTHS erm was quiet bz larhs during the june holidays was bz lors went to mediacorp for all the superband and stuff lors cux go there support J3 mahs hees...then really grow to know the J3FC more larhs hees its lyk we juz can CLIQUE soo very well lors ORDI IS THE BEST! ORDI SHI JUI RE QING DE! hees well ytd jux went for superband recording! hees.. ok J3 ROCK the stage soo well larhs hees JIAYOUU! pls watch superband on mon and if u guys out there liked J3 performance... pls do not hesitate...TAKE UP THE BLADDY PHONE AND DIAL 1900-112-3003 OR SMS B3 TO 71199 THANKS soo freaking muchh pls vote for them yarr..i will be dammn greatful and LOVE u so much if u do soo.hees.. PS: the pic is wad i did for the 3 hees as u can see my art sucks and yarr. must put copyright larhs hees... muchhLOVES `JAS ((:

2006-02-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

WASSUP!!! hahas

I BOUGHT JJ CD! DAMN NICE LARHS HE ROX MY WORLD MAN!

well in his album gt 10 songs+ 2 bonus hahas which is "liu xing zhu jiao" and "down" which is a demo larhs hahas well total gt 12 songs in all larhs hahas gt 2 SONGS are ENGLISH SONGS! and one i think is korean song? hahs dunno larhs the ENGLISH SONGS DAMN NICE LARHS WRITTEN BUT JJ HIMSELF! hees btw if you buy the album poster and his concert tickets will be given too! the album comes in TWO COVERS! YES! hahas

trackNINE;now that she's gone

Girl you know i miss you so
i didn't know you had to go
you've had enough of our distance baby

Before i had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life

Don't keep telling me these words
you don't know how much it hurts
And i'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But it's too late
I'm no longer the man that i was

I will go on without her
Like a fool whoi's not sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame

I don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song

trackTWELVE;Down-Bonus DEMO!

I can't believe it Tell me i'm dreaming
That we are still "we"?

It was amazing Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on rainy day that we met
You didn't have a place to go
I said we just met so lets go slow but no
You just told me to keep you from the cold

Sorry i can't take it
why did you fake it Why did we kiss

And i'm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must have been such a child
You'll never know how much i've been around
How my heart just frowns

If you're down
I'll be your teddy bear, I'll be your clown
I'll take you round and round and
If you don't mind i could be your stanging ground
Even if that means i'd drown

And baby, that'll be my last vow

NICE RITE! hahas the first song is SARANG HEYO which means "i love you" in korean hahas the whole album damn nice larhs it consist of 2 MTV TOO! DAMN NICE! hees ya soo...GO GET IT IN STORES NOW! ITS WORTH THE PRICE! GET IT NOW! WHILE STOCKS LAST!

2006-02-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO! hahas today was a dammmnnnn TIRING day again larhs *phew* woke up at 7 saw jiahui msg then she mit at 8.30 to early she needs her slp hahas then i slpt for another hour then woke up at 8 msged her she say she cant go out her auntie dun allow hahas...then nvm lors i went to bathe then left home at abt 9.30? hahas ya then rushed down to TOWN! hahas so earli TOWN was not crowded for once hahas ok larhs went town to support our YUYING DANCEWORK'06 team hahas well ya then haben started larhs hahas but nvm lors hahas then they put on makeup hahas miss i*a drew geraldine face so white at first but nvm larhs then she add in the colours GERALDINE LOOK LIKE A GEISHA! hahas ya but then after that went to toliet to do some "adjustment" of the make up hahas...*laugh!* hahs ok when everything started we went in larhs hahas smugged in hahas *shhh* hees then after that the shows begin hahas ok we are not bad larhs but can be better de lors! hahs nvm its alrite try again some day we will be NO.1! hahs we are getting better le hees...ok cheered soo loud larhs till my throat pain hahas...die! tues gt class hahas...nvm then after that the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR contestant sang larhs hahas all 20 hahas mi and cheryl was siaosiao singing all the song larhs hahas crazy had games inbetween was ok larhs but try harder nxt time hees...well ok that's all for danceworks'06 btw one of the contestant i think is yvonne said our drama was gd i dunno how true but we didn't get anithing larhs WTH! haahs ok after danceworks mi and gi went to kovan for the dunno wad chingay thingy hahas 3TIME le we go chingay'06 the 3rd TIME can u believe it hahas was boring cuz mi and gi was to tired to hv fun..hahas b4 that met ding and woof for dinner larhs was laughing all the way thkx to mi BABY! hahas well thats all for the day tiring larhs! 3DAYS IN A ROW NVR FELT SO TIRED B4! *phew* btw tanglin sec's dance was NICE! no wonder they gt 1st! WOOT!!! hahas

well gt to go bathe then wanna go slp le larhs BTH! haben do HOMEWORK tml go skol dunno how le MUST START REVISION SOO BADLY LE! DIE! AHH! ok i will..hahs

2006-02-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! well i am very tired now larhs budden still i decided to blogg hahas...

this two days was realli TIRING! in fact it is DAMN TIRING! wah BTH!

ytd the ex students gt back their "O"s well saw some dissapointed faces larhs as usual hahas...heard the news wah that guy gt 10 A1s WOW! hahas well they waste or time to witness the giving out of results larhs hahas nvm after that mi shao lung and jiahui took a cab down to NAFA and their skol ROCKS! esp the jewellery course damn cool larhs hahas...well nvm abt that after that we rushed to my music skol cuz jiahui wanted to go for the audition hahas...well nvm at NAFA i saw this actor dunno wads his name hahas then afterthat at my skol i say ALBERT [frm star idol] ya hahas then after the audition and stuff i saw JUNYANG! HONG JUNYANG! hahas he was tkin out umbrella frm his car[5501 is the carplate no. go buy 4D hahas] then i lyk act act go back skol tk smth hahas i tht he would go there hahas budden NO! he went to the kopitiam near skol hahas well i followed larhs obviously then act lyk dunno whur to hv dinner hahas...well ya larhs hahas then went to harbourfront to eat then go find this canon company which is so DIFFICULT to find larhs wth then at last we found it...it was...CLOSED! WTH! nvm was so tiring larhs hahas...

today woke up in the morning abt 5.30 then go skol then went to christ church secondary skol which is at WOODLANDS and it is damn ulu! hahas nvm the bus driver lyk dunno how to go there larhs then waste our time...then go there late! kana scolded larhs WTH! go leadership conference also kanna scolded! hahas then had workshop mine is planning camps hahas...nth much larhs hahas then had lunch then drills wah was tiring man do under the scorching sun *PHEW* hahas but lucky i drank plenty of water but still my throat is sore hahas then i tio SUNBURN! ahh i look lyk tomato hahas CJJ calls mi ang mo kio face..wadeva can hahaas...well then after that came back to skol...chiong to church then had service then this chenna kneel ear celebration thingy did "louhei" then left larhs here i am blogging hahs...well goin to bathe then slp le hahas DAMMN TIRED tml still nd to wake up at 7 to mit jiahui at 8.30 then goin to DANCEWORKS 2006 to support them ! JIAYOUU! will be supporting u guys hahas..then after DANCEWORKS needa ruch home then change then to the chingay thingy hahas which is at 8 hahas...sian larhs hahas TIRED WEEK! well nxt wk valentine's day cum frendship day le hahs I HABEN BUY GIFTS! gonna to get alrdy hahs ya i am soo tired le...ciao!

2006-01-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

i am soo BORED!

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

2006-01-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

where is she the girl i see???
suddenly i hv gt flashback of her past...who is she?

the vision i saw was that she is a innocent girl wanting to change her frens life for the better she also had many best friends and she is ever so troubled cuz of her friends but after that she become lyk a living corpse..??? WERID all i noticed is that she hold friendships so dearly in the end...haix...well nvm...hahs

ok today is such a FUN day for mi
well i went to ps wanting to mit varian then so to the youth park then in the mrt i msged him he say he dun feel lyk comin le hahs...then i sat at ps all alone waiting aimlessly for abt an hour dunno for wad then after that dunno how come i ended at home..hahas so now i am blogging lors hahs suddenly there were soo many doubts abt everything and my head hurts larhs hahs...dun lyk it man..hahas

i will be fine right?
hahs sure will larhs
i am strong rmb?
hahas cuz i am JASMINE!:) yea? hahas

2006-01-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

i am bloggin again

once i hv a fwen this veli good fwen of mine...she is very strong she lyks to kip
everything to herself even the worst thing that has happen to her she will still put
on that smile tellin herself she will be alright soon...then she met this other fwen
which really care for her but at the same time this fwen made her feel very bad and
gulity of wad she had done...budden she still numb herself kiping to herself
mantaining that smile i often think when will she really breakdown and be true to
herself..althou she nvr tell mi bud i can see she is crying deep down inside...
hais...i juz pray that she will stay true to herself and sumtimes she aint that
strong but still she SMILED...haix

well its the NEW YEAR ok? TRY letting go...realli try...hopefully

2005-12-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

this is wht i do when i am bored hahas~

Your Nail Polish Color is Magenta

How you're unique: You're confident - and you show everyone the true you Why your style rocks: You have the attitude to carry the most outrageous outfits off What this color says about you: "Look at me. I know you want to!"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Are a Total Girlie Girl

You love looking good, and wooing men with your womanly ways. You're so feminine, men are in awe of you ... which is a very good thing.

How Girlie Are You?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

You Are a Very Good Girl

You are 90% Good and 10% Bad You're a perfect angel - almost impossibly so Don't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Are Downtown

You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live. Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza.

Are You Uptown or Downtown?

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How Do Men See You?

You Are a Good Student of Men

You're pretty good at knowing what men are thinking But you're not dead on 100% of the time Let your guy off the hook sometimes... because you may be reading him all wrong!

How Well Do You Understand Men?

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter And you also know that it's your inside that really shines You do your best to look like an A-lister But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

HAHAS! OMG!

You Are a Flawless Beauty!

When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare

What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Shy Girl

You've done pretty well in keeping your reputation protected.. Problem is, no one really knows who you are!

What's Your Reputation?

Your Fashion Style is Urban

You've got a style all your own... and it works Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky

What's Your Fashion Style?

Your Element is Wood

Your power colors: green and brown Your energy: generative Your season: spring Like a tree, you are always growing and changing. And while your life is dynamic, you are firmly grounded. You have high morals and great confidence in yourself and others. You have a wide set of interests, and you make for intersting company.

What Element Are You?

You Are Pistachio Ice Cream

Funky. Surprising. Wild.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Scent is Strawberry

Fun, flirty, and fresh. You're a complete sweetheart that makes everyone smile!

What Scent Are You?

2005-12-22T12:52:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! i am here bloggin again hahas

after reading other campers blog then decided to blog smth too! hees

well the camp was BORING larhs everything was so unorganize then the camp was onli okok if it would hv be more detailed in planning the camp will sure be a success u see hahas..

day 1
the start of the camp..the registration was *phew* messy hahas..but somehow they gt everyone to register..*phew* then after that went for ice-breaker among the grps and then workshop ya gt to know my grp peeps larhs my grp was the smallest onli gt 12 ppl larhs when others gt 13 or even 15 larhs hahas nvm...and my grp gt no grp leader onli gt fac hahas well ya my grp was then call ego thks to mi hahs..Ego as in short form for egoistic hahas
my grp consist of :taufik.tingrui.laihan.jiaren.weihao.stella.cindy.anisha.jiajun.joel.rodrick
Fac:Para. siu wen. samantha
Leader: azizi? i think so
yupps hahas then after icebreakers..was workshop and workshop larhs hahs then our meals larhs btw the meals was yucky..i didnt hv ani appetite to eat aniwaes then after dinner we had night games larhs ok to say that the night games was not so organized larhs hahs the clues..ehx...i dun understand thou..no link hahas..nvm after the night games we it's wash up and then light out larhs i guess hahs cuz we wasn't given the schedule larhs hahas..ok well as u noe JASMINE wont slp that earli de larhs so mi and gi zhao and then go basketball court chit chat hahs ya then varian.DJ.aaron and terrence came down and chit chat too..hahs ya we were havin some leisure tokin when then we started tokin abt the camp hahs ya was commenting and feeback-ing among ourselves? hahas..ani waes we are theAUTHORS ok? hahas ya chatted till abt 3+4 ya then went to slp hees ya that was day 1

Day2
played singapore trip ya i didnt play larhs i suai was the station master for STATION 1! being a station master was boring larhs! hahs first alpha came then after that no grps came at all and i waited for 7hours till the nxt grp came larhs.. wth! hahas..then i wasn't able to eat lunch larhs btw breakfast was lyk OMG! nvm abt my lunch i dun even dare to go aniwhur far cuz i dun know when the nxt grp is goin to come hahs...well nvm its over le. hahas..after that we had campfire they didnt hv kerosine hahas well shima and jmo went to buy on the way back and they didnt soak the wood in kerosine at all larhs OH MAN! hahs nvm the wood burn still hahas ok... campfire was lyk the best during the camp larhs hahs my grp didnt perform they forgot abt us hahas well nvm we did chicken dance and all was lyk SIAO SIAO larhs with varian gi terrence and guys larhs nvm after campfire was the usual wash up and stuff hahs then lyk usual too US went to the same place and chatt hahs this time with wan ting and carmen hees..then tok tok tok halfway met kor then chi chat abit larhs seriously i dunno wad to chat abt cuz i wasn't thinking of anithing larhs hahs..then tok halfway mr neo came then hahs voice out a little larhs u noe..hees then after that gi they all kana chased larhs WTH! hahs nvm then we switch places and went to outside teachers' rm there tok sumore hahs then abt 4+ liddat went back to slp hees

day3
BREAKCAMP! was the best man waited so long! HEES.. after we breakcamp went to the PRATA stall and eat with the usual ppl varian.gi.wanting.DJ.terrence and aaron larhs hahs btw singing yippo yi tai tai while eating PRATA rox larhs! hahs after that went to mac and tok hahas NONO DRAMA NONONONO DRAMA then hear some kids singin NUMANUMA ahh so cute larhs hees...after that waited for jiang and blackie then go bbal court slack sumore hahas after that went to the cafe and slack even more played UNO hahs was boring at first then we change game and played BLUFF! was so dammn fun larhs we play until we damn HIGH! hahas WOOT! THREE SIXES! nono SIX THREES hahas ROFL hahs terrence larhs LOLX! haha after that had dinner then went home.. ya

ya then crap online sumore hahas with gi.varian.ced.bryant+terrence.wan ting.kenneth leong hahas ya that's all i guess well

ppl pls purchase 10 years series or shld i say 1000 reason to boring camps for dummies now! while stocks last we also hv 1000 ways to play bluff! each sold separately hahs..well i guess more books are coming up soon...

I'AM NICE NO I AM JASMINE JASMINE IS NICE..HAHAS BLUFF ROCKS MY SOCK AND MY CHICKEN POX!

2005-12-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

SOME QUIZZES I DID! (cuz i simply hv gt NOTHING to do)

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your 2005 Song Is

Hollaback Girl by Gwen Stefani "This shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S)" For you, 2005 was the Best Year Ever.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Your Dating Purity Score: 87%

You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

You are an optimistic person who is easily content. You enjoy casual, light tasks - never wanting to delve too deep into anything. A bit fickle, it's easy for you to change plans or paths when presented with something better. You enjoy all of the great things life has to offer - food, friends, and fun. A great talker, you can keep the conversation going for hours. You are optimistic and sure of your success. If you fail, you don't worry about it too much. At your worst, you are vain. You are obsessed with your own attractiveness. A horrible flirt, you tend to jump into love affairs and relationship drama easily. You're very jealous - which just magnifies the craziness around you.

What Temperment Are You?

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mayuko Matsudaira

What's your Japanese Name?

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain. You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

2005-12-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

OK I FINALLY CHANGED BLOGSKIN! *UPDATED*

2005-11-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

hahas HELLOS! i wrote the following poem? hahs diaox..ok larhs i wrote the following passage..todae nvr go skol..sian
ani one interested is planting or shld i say growing fungi? can contact mi hahs
enjoy the "poem" then gib mi comments ok? hahas..thkx!
there is still more to come hahas *fainted*

UNSOLVED

I tried to cry
But my tears are dry
I tried to scream
But my throat is dry
It’s hurting really
Deep inside
Who understands me?
The girl inside?

The word I hear
Becomes a fear
The words they say
The mind can’t take
Who can help?
This girl inside?
It’s a mystery unsolved tonight

Wondered how the world revolves
But wondering just can’t solve
The mystery hinders undefined
What is it?
a mystery inside
The answers she’s trying to find
Is painful no word can describe
Searching in pain
She’s torn inside

Where’s that someone?
To help her find?
Who really understands her
That is hiding inside
She wants to break free
Deep inside
But who is she?
The girl unable to describe
It’s still a mystery
Unsolved tonight

2005-11-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN!

WOOT!!! CHANGE NEW BLOG SKIN AND ITS ALL DONE BY MYSELF!!!

hahas...so happi today actually wanna go sentosa wid the 2 gays 1 bastard plus ivy+apple de budden haha second tht didnt go lors sorry are guys...hahas so rot at home the whole day pratically did NTH! hahas..my life also boring rite..hahas no larhs wanted to go with jiahui then she told me she goin changi airpot to see energy then wanna go convention hall at 6.00 then liddat nvr go sentosa lors..nvr mit jiahui also..hahs..so ya stayed home the WHOLE FREAKING DAY! hahas...well nth to do so watch teewee then do my blog skin lors...wth i onli did it in lyk an 45mins! OMG! hahas...

BORING!

2005-10-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

FUCK!! I AM SO FUCKIN BORED!

IF THIS GO ON I AM GOIN TO ROT TO DEATH MAN!

BEEN STAYING AT HOME FOR THE PAST 2 1/2 DAYS WITHOUT EVEN STEPING OUT OF MY HOUSE OR HANGING OUT AFTER EXAMS!!! IF THIS GO ON U WILL SEE MY BIIIGGGG NAME IN THE OBITUARY PAGE OF THE STRAITS TIMES!!! WHAT THE FUCK !!! ROTTING AT HOME IS SOOO NOT MY STYLE!!! LAUGHING STOCK RITE...THE EVER JASMINE NEO IS ACTUALLY ROTTING AT HOME WHEN SHE IS SUPPOSE TO BE OUT??? BELIEVE IT OR NOT? YESSS!!! THAT THE FUCKIN TRUTH!!! I AM SO DIEING SOOON!! OH MY GOD...Y DID MY LIFE CHANGED COLOURLESS? NOT EVEN BLACK AND WHITE ITS COLOURLESS!!!!DAMMNN!! I SOO HATE LIFE NOW!!BORING!! GUESS WHAT TML IS A MONDAY AND THERE'S NOT SCHOOL ANOTHER DAY OF ROTTTING!!! WOO!! SOO FUNN!!! ARGH! WATEVA!!!

FUCK I HATE LIFE!!!

2005-10-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

KELLY CLARKSON - BECAUSE OF YOU

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

2005-09-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

joke - boys & girls

little JOHNNY comes home from school with a note from his teacher, indicating that "johnny seems to be having some difficulty with the differences between boys and girls," and would his mother, "please sit down and have a talk with johnny about this."

so johnny's mother takes him quietly, by the hand, upstairs to her bedroom, and closes the door. "first, johnny, I want you to take off my blouse..." so he unbuttons her blouse and takes it off. "ok, now take off my skirt..." and he takes off her skirt. "now take off my bra..." which he does. "and now, johnny, please take off my panties."

and when johnny finishes removing those, she says, "johnny, PLEASE don't wear any of my clothes to school any more!"

^very lame rite hahas..i "STEAL" frm jmo's blog *opps* hahas
Hey i can be more lame ok!?!? *FansMyselfLykSumKindOfTaiTai + Rolleyes*
hahas....ok thats for todae nth much happen juz that i STAYED AT HOME THE WHOLE DAE!
heess...naw wait for WO HE JIANG SHI YOU GE YUE HUI 3 to start...naw is lyk 9.33 and its still abt 1 and a 1/2 hrs! haix..

so sian *takesOutKnifeAndStabsTheClock*<- i am killing time hahs...

-i waited and still waiting

2005-09-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

Untitled-Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

2005-08-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

JASMINE !! Wake up ! Be true to urself ! Wipe that smile off ! Admit that no one lyks u ! u are juz an horrible irritating BITCH!

JASMINE NEO JIA MIN SUCK BIG TIME!
FUCK OFF THIS WORLD!
DIE!
USELESS PIECE OF SHIT!

HATE ME!

2005-08-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

HEY I CHANGED BLOGSKIN AGAIN!

2005-08-09T10:39:00.000+08:00

DID I BLOG THAT I HAD PHOTOSHOP? WELL DID ALL THIS PHOTOS WID IT! NICE NOTS?

2005-08-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

CHANGED BLOG SKIN!

2005-07-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

Hellos once again... well didn't wan to blog larhs been super super super down these few days... dun really wan to blog lehs...all i wan to say is.... hate mi for all u wan...ignore mi for all u wan...curse mi for all u wan... i dun mind wad i do mind is y not change and help mi than wasting time all the hatred and makin youselves miserable by tolerating at my sucky attitude?

2005-07-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

CHECK OUT MORE QUIZES ON http://www.web.tickle.com/tests/

2005-07-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

LOOK I DID THIS QUIZ! HAHAS THE RESULTS IS SOOO MII!
=> http://web.tickle.com/tests/humor/?test=humorogt
RESULTS => What's Your Sense of Humor?
jasmine, your sense of humor is Sarcasm
Oh yeah, you're really funny. (Actually you are, but you're so sarcastic that it's hard to tell when you're joking.) You mean what you say, but almost never say exactly what you mean. In fact you usually say the exact opposite. For instance, if your friend is wearing an ugly watch, you might tell them, "I wanted a watch like that once, but I got the wrong Happy Meal." Yep, there's a slight edge to your humor, but all you are really doing is telling it like it is, only like it's not.
Whether you're roasting a friend or playing social critic, your deadpan delivery and dry cynicism go a long way to expressing your true feelings...and making people laugh along the way.

2005-06-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

I AM 15 !!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

AHH! SAVE ME! its been a week i haven tok to him already! AHHH! if this go on i will BREAK INTO SHATTERED PIECES! aHH! i am missin him lyk MAD AHH! *CRIES* -Shattering will my fairytale ever come true? will i even have tt 0.01% of chance? [ - awaiting - ] my life is filled with saddness onli u can brighten it up...*cries*

2005-05-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

hmmm...i am back to bloggin ler..hahax
well i am jux plain bored larhs hahax...yawns.
well todae plainy stayed the whole dae at home! ahh so not mi lors! wad happen to mi? haix...well to mi yesterdae was not a gd dae out larhs..cux i didnt expect jeanice they all to come wid us..haix then tt zh so quiet i guess i can figure it out why larhs..hahax..nvm i feel so happy lors..guess without mi lao da they all can tok bax..yarhs its alrite wid mi..haix.the pressure is jux non-stop..my parents ask mi whether did i do my homework WTH! i hate it! i think one dae i am gonna be a gig if this goes on! FUCK MY LIFE!
WhereHaveAllTheColoursInMyLifeGoneTo?
WhatHasHappenToMi?
yIsItAllLykThat?

This few daes i hv been listernin to this song feelin down yarhs budden the tears jux cant come out and it really kills mi.cant tk it.even as everytime in the dae i do feel lyk cryin budden i cant.sumtimes i really ask myself y put on a false front when it is not wad u think?i even told myself."jasmine jux cry it out u aint tt strong always" but i juz cant.so every time i had to cry to myself infront of my computer.i dun lyk to spoil ppl mood so i juz had to cry to myself.and everytime i hear this song.[journey by zhang shao han].i will jux cry out listernin and focusin on the words of the song.the song jux really describe how i am feeling.of how i feel sumhow this song make mi pour out all my sorrow.

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

2005-05-29T18:29:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! (: hahax feelin bored thou..hahax... so decided to blog!?! hahx. amazin aye. hahax..well nth happen much lors..as per normal..hahax...

Saturday 28/o5/o5
woke up in the early morning..haix. was tiring cuz the day b4 was a disaster..haix woke up early jux to go for GB hahax..tt dae was a national event larhs hahax.. bike for the bible..hahx.wanna thk the ppl tt donated for mi..Gan xie gan xie!..hahax.. yarhs furs i pack my bag pack cuz at nite gt gurls cell bonding..hahax.. then after tt went to eat wid my parents.then went to grace hse to put my cell bonding stuff.. after tt we went to skol to repor[gb]. then after some breifin and some money collection..at ard 12.40-1.00 liddat the gurls board up the bus to get to pulau ubin for the bike for the bible..hahax..it was sumthing lyk amazing race larhs..hahax.. quite fun lors..ended the race at abt 5 then we cant wait for the results cuz the bus is waitin for us..hahax...sians..nvm after reachin skol we dispersed..i went to grace hse bathe then went for cell bondin ler..haha was fun larhs the bondin..we went to bishan to eat..on the way there mi.as usual.said alot of crappy lame shit..hahax.. budden it was quite ok larhs haix but sian onli 5+faith can stay overnite the rest couldn't hahax..then after eatin we went supermarket to buy stuff for the basketball boys hahax..its for sunday de..yarhs then we went to get the bread then the ham..we actually bought 50PIECIES of ham hahax..then faith called the person "siao di" the person was lyk "are u sure u are older than mi nots"..hahax..then nvm he gave complimentry BAO! can u believe its lyk alot lors...hahax..then after tt we went back to church le..then at church crap ard and gt to know my cell ppl better..hahx..its god's credits..he made all this possible..hahax..the BB had camp larhs hahax..went to kajiao them hahax..then after tt went to bed le..hahax..

Sunday 29/o5/o5
woke up early again lyk dunno y gt to prepare the bread budden we woke up lyk damn earli lors woke up at 8.10 lors..hahax...so we went for breakfast at S11 lors then went back to prepare the bread after preparin still gt alot of time lors.. so went for service awhile hahax...then after tt went back to rest awhile then went for 2nd service at the chapel..hahax.after tt the youth[us] went to 303 for word..todae word is interesting..hahax..its bout FRIENDS! hahax..startin we had ice-breakers to break the ice wid the bbal boys hahax..then after tt melvin did the word..startin off we had a little cell discussion larhs..we are to discuss on some questions larhs :-
What are friends to u?
How do u define friends?
What barriers are there to ur friendship with ur friend?
and sumore i forgot le hahax.then after discussion melvin told us bout this story abt david whu is a very high priest and jonathan hu is a sheperd tt they both were very gd fwens and tt even if jonathan is a sheperd,he if willing to scarifice everything first jonathan gave david his ROBE.then his GARMENTS.then his SWORD AND BOW.then his GIRDLE..yarhs jonathan gave david for a reason...
It Repensent:-
ROBE-"No STATUS barrier"
GARMENTS-"No WEALTH barrier"
SWORD AND BOW-"No TRUST barrier"
GIRDLE-"No SECRETS"
yarhs...then after tt he toked bout the importance of friendship...
->GOD has never intended for us ti be alone
->We need people to share our burdens
->We need people to chare our joy
after than he ask us to ask ourselves o Give Each Other a Chance.askin ourselves.
->Do i want to allow people into my life?
->Do i want to be included in others' lives?
yarhs...tt was word after tt went out wid ivy and naw i am here bloggin haha..! needa go gonna eat dinner..buaix..

2005-05-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

i am STUPID! i am DUMB! i am USELESS!
does this explain every thing to u all!?!?
i can even get proper thing rite i make every thing a disaster...
does this gives u an answer to all ur question!?!?
is this wad u all wan?
Do u all even understand?!?
y must u all be so unreasonable?
i dun understand!
wad do u still wan from mi?!?
I HATE IT!
Y bring mi here to suffer?
Y must u do this to mi?
let mi go pls...
i am beggin u
-TheHurtsInsideIsBeyondDescription-
TheEndlessTearsJuxDropDownEveryNight
*BleedingDeepDownInside*

2005-05-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!! i so hate SKOL! Wht the purpose of havin fun in skol when it is equavalent as being at home...loney boring havin to do nth...juz lyk the USELESS mi at home..haix. Sum times i realli think...Y think of others before thinkin of myself when they dun even think bout mi?...well maybe they jux dun even care...haix...for wad... LIFE SUX!

2005-04-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

er...BoO! hahax jux came here blog a few words...

H E L L O !

hahax...aint i jux emal?

hahax...btw i am so into spellin words backwards dunno y but... i ekil

figure it out...hehex..

a golb fo wef drow -figure it

gningis ffo

-littlesadisticpinkpig . gipkinpcitsidaselttil-

-peace out-

2005-03-14T20:34:00.001+08:00

i'm so happy i'm so glad tt i hv u~ hahax...i soo happi gt a new digi cam!!!!!!!!ahh!!yea! hahax another thing is i am goin for SLYVESTER & TAUFIK concert!!!ahhh!so happi..u all must be askin y i can go ritex bcuz our skol came in first for cheer so there is free tix to go to the concert!hehex..soOoOo happpi!hahax.. bought a digi cam yesterdae...olympus M-mini hahax... soo happi lors... hehex... todae went to skol for POA lesson then slack ard then qurrel wid tt guy..haix...he's such a failure sia...his mind cannot think other wae wan lehs then veli stubbon thinks tt he is ritex insist tt he is ritex. dun listern to ppl wan lors.stubbon..haix...lyk this gurl tt i am close wid..haix..wht is the world becomin to?haix..forget it... aniwae after tt went to find zhao huang chatted then syamim came...chatted and slack again then go to gb rm listern to some songs while zhao huang was slpin hahax..then after tt wan to go home le called zhao huang to wake up hahax..called one time he nvr reply hahax..then finally he woke up..bleahx..then after tt chatted again hahax...then went back wid choi yan...hahax...wad a boring dae...hehex... tt all for the dae folks..hehex....

2005-03-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

2005-02-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

CUT IT OUT CUT IT OUT CUT IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!for the veli lasty time cut it out will u all stop interferin my life stop touchin my things STOP CONTROLING MIII!!!!! I HATE U GUYS U GUYS SUCK....wad kind of parents are u!!!!STOP IT!!!!!

2005-02-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

hey ppl do the dance let mi hear u clap ur hands *clapclap* naw tt u got the beat let mi see u stump ur feet *stumpstump* naw tt u got the groove let mi see ur body move anga ah ah ah anga ah ah ah!

haha..kinda bored rite naw when suddenly i think of this cheer haha...

surprised tt i m here bloggin?hahax..cuz SUMONE ask mi to update..hahax...partially is tt larhs partially is tt i long time nvr update le..hahax

well this few daes nth happening happen larhs daes were lyk the usual go to skol slack come back home slack again haha...budden i found out i more violent le hahax..well ppl change mahx..

hmmx...chinese new yr was the best man...collected mani mani mani hong paos hahax..so shiok hahax...budden not alot larhs haben bai nian finish also haix...budden i lazy to go lehs...hahax ok enough of tt lets tok bout skol! hahaz...

sKol is boring esp.POA it suppose to be a fun lesson de budden tt idiotic teacher simply dunno how to teach gwad go get a resign letter ready larhs.. borin teacher teach borin lesson...haix..

nvm shall not tok bout tt ...and btw i am free naw hahax..as in stress free budden not really stress free larhs but as least i am stress free from sumthing hahax..dammn i am so enjoyin life man...yesterdae speech dae reharsal and can u believe GB 3 person did not turn up?gwad so dissapointted...gb reputation aint tt gd and naw gt pulled down but tt three person...*faints*

haix...todae nth much happen but faith ma'm is damn angry wid the 3 person i can sae...i also not realli happy larhs budden once again i dun wish to interfere...i shall jux see..haix..tml sian gt UG prefect investiture trainin...lazy to go...then fridae gt day cell at gb rm then gt gb practice...haix..

i feel so bz sia..hahax...ok shall stop here...happi valentine's dae opps i shld sae happi fwenship everione and here i wan to tell u GoD loves all of u...hahax...signin off-jazmine-

2005-01-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

here i am updatin my blog again...haix...skol reopens and lots of things happen in such a short period of time...haix...wads the world becomin to man...ppl gets mood swings easily tt there is another problem..haix..shld i believe the guy or the gurl...hu is cheating..sad sia everydae facin all this problem..when will a dae where there is peace?haix..sad sia..but wadeva it is i jux hope the new batch of gb gurl can realli be the one hu is gd hu hv the right attitude..yuppx..guess tts all..haiz..i noe peace will come eventually..

-Peace Out!(^.^)V -

2005-01-09T02:37:00.000+08:00

update update update..ok sumone wanted mi to update..here it is happi?hahax..

well ok as usually i get to go to the orientation camp..the camp was fun but for mi it wasn't fun at all lors..didn't even lyk it can sae was the worst camp i ever been...not sae it wasn't fun larhs it was veli well plann..budden toox mani thing happened in the camp which happen to mi toox.larhs...for all of a sudden when i went to the camp i felt i wasn't welcome lors...durin the camp i realli see lots of foxes tails comin out...can u believe the worst of all was my GB JUNIOR!!! wah piang every thing tt have been taught to "them" or shld i sae her was such a waste man...ok larhs i was being left out ok..i wasn't welcome as wad the express to mi...feels lyk shit man! then one of my GB junior actually express to mi lyk i was "lower" then her bcuz i wasn't an SL! wad is this man! GoD said to be humble in wadeva u are..but wad is tt ! she call herself a GB gurl!? we dun teach them to look down on ppl lors..nvrtheless i nvr look down on ani of my GB gurls lors..wah lao naw feel so shitty lors..wad on earth made her to become the person i once met? God pls make her the person i once met..tt humble gurl i once noe...in conclusion i juz wanna sae GB are the best i'll nvr give up on u all..nvr! but dun tk it for grunted.. there's nth tt is free...to tt Gb gurl...if u noe hu u are i realli hope tt u will think back wad a gurl u are last time lors...seriously u nd to...ok le i guess tts all bax...-UtterlyDisappointed-

2005-01-05T19:09:00.000+08:00

Heya!!!

ok i wasn't suppose to be hyper..hahax..yuppx kinda sad thou...yuppx todae did a presentation..yuppx not sae presentation larhs juz tt hv to instruct the skol onli larhs..was so shy lors...budden at least i pluck up the courage for the first time i will do such things lors..haha if normally i will sure gib excuses de lors..budden dunno y larhs..hahax..then hors i dunno wad to sae lars..hahax..as usual...hahax...ok naw abt another thing...

todae had GB mitin then hor did some "tokin" wid the gb gurls..was actually quite gd larhs..yet depressin yarhs..budden i was lyk dun realli wan to sae de lors...budden after sayin i felt one of all the stabs in my heart has been pluck out abit..yuppx..i dun realli wan to sae de larhs budden there is sum things is better said than nvr lors..yuppx..hope u gurls understand lors..yuppx i didn't wan to sae was bcuz i noe tt the out come wont be gd i noe tt after sayin things might happen and i dun wan to be a distance frm the gurls lors..actually all tt i wanted to sae was u all are the best lors..jux tt is whether the way u all wan to do it not lors..i see potential in alot of u budden u all jux dun discover..budden i was veli happy tt they are sad or angry larhs..at least they responded to us better than doin nth not reactin to anithing..yuppx..to gi..i noe u are Stressed budden smth jux must sae larhs to let u all noe yuppx...actually the onli thing we wan to noe was hopin u all to gib us all of ur point of view lors..no nd to be afraid larhs..we'll understand..yuppx..budden i am veli glad tt u all didn't gib up on the PD u all wan to continue on..tts gD!kip it up!hahax

ok i think shall stop here le larhs guess tts all for the dae..

GirLs'BriGadE'70thCoy RoCkz ur SocKs aNd yA ChiCkEn PoX!

2004-12-24T09:46:00.000+08:00

BoO!

heyss ppl i am backkk....hahax not juz back frm the trup budden also back to bloggin again...hahax..lets start...

15'dec'o4_Wednesday_ The day when i went for my first mission trip.Woke up at 5.30 then leave hse to church. When at church did a bit of prayer then set off to tanan merah.took a boat ride of abt 45mins to batam then took a cab frm the ferry to batam airport...hahax took a cab wid alfred[our leader] ..jeanice..joan..and myself larhs..yuppx the cab ride was soso larhs when up hump and down hump was quite fun actuallie..hahax..then there is some newspaper in the cab and jeanice went to read it *faints* she started pronouncin the word..-diaox-haha..when we reach the airport went to check in yuppx then had a little of brunch hahax...the whole team which is abt 23 ppl all ate abit?hahax..dunno lehs..everibody eat till it cost 3'000'000++ rp hahax..alot rite ok after eatin board up the plane to pontianak...for the first time i am sittin a small plane hahax..sat wid jeanice and kristy hahax..wah they veli noisy sia.hahax..ok nth happen in the plane larhs haha..when we reach pontianak they had a weird "system" hahax..when u board down the plane to get to the airport gt to tk bus wan..hahax..first time experenice it sia..hahax when we reach there is lyk 3pm onli? hahax budden our nxt ride is lyk 7pm so we of coz gt alot of time larhs..so went to do some shoppin larhs i brought a wallet larhs..its black and white then gt alot of things still budden i gt limited money mom change too little for mi..so there is alot of things tt i lyk i dun hv i wan buy lehs!!!nvm nxt mission trip i am goin!hahax..ok then ate dinner then took the 7pm bus to sintang...a 9hrs ride!..so of cuz i slept in the bus for the whole trip larhs..

16'dec'04_Thursday_

reach sintang at abt 6am in the mornin then saw auntie jenni and uncle micheal[church members]..then took their kijang -[a car they call there larhs]hahax..yuppx went to their hse put our stuff there yarhs stayin at their hse mahx..hahax..tile floor lehs..thank god i think we stay in tt hse veli gd liaox lors..compared to the other hses u see there...we must thank god le...

then went to a school nearby when we hv gt to pass by often hahax...after tt trip we went to one of the students hostel to see it wan realli bad...they slp on mats noe..on wooden floor lehs..i pity them lehs...sad...hahax..then when to the "bathroom" its jux wooden planks on the river lors...the bathe in the river they shit in the river..i dun even dare to bathe there lors...hahax..then after tt when back for debrief then had dinner cooked by ibu daniel..senior pastor's wife..hahax..then went for night service at 7pm yuppx at gloria church word was by uncle dong....hahax..after tt went back home the hse larhs slept till nxt mornin hahax..

17'dec'04_Friday_

Send team B to merakai... yuppx went to the river again send them off then we arx back to our work le went to a private skol and spoke english as they understand larhs budden there is still an interpreter..hahax..they the guys went to paint and the girls did handy craft...hahax ok tts dae two larhs then at nite had service again word was by alfred then he did alter call so we prayed for them larhs i prayed in tongues and cried dunno why larhs juz hv this sadness lors..so i can sae cries thruout the whole mission...hahax..then at nite sumone shited then the shit stuck cannot flush and tt sumone had to pick it up usin her hands and throw it away *EeEeee* hahax...tt was the dae larhs then we went back slp till nxt morin lors..

18'dec'04_Saturday_

This mornin we went to onr of the school then did the same thing as ytd lors hahax..budden after the session had a bit of bbal match and volley ball match hahax..hahax...was fun lors..budden tonite there is no service for the nite so we juz stayed at home and rot hahax..mi jeanice joan and kristy went to catch tadpoles so fun catch them wid my hands and the wriggle and wriggle hahax...then went to eat dinner outside and had some shoppin...came back then..i think tt was the night lors then slp till nxt mornin again

19'dec'04_Sunday_

Todae had mornin service by boon yeow then went to a village called sg jelawei hahax... took a speed boat for lyk 1hrs... before tt we waited for 2hrs plus for the boat bax...sat by the river and ate fruits and singin hahax..throw the seed and stuff into the river...was fun larhs... alot of children there juz lyk in the documentry hahax..went to the church lors..then did some christmas deco for them lors...then had dinner a all vege dinner...hahax...was ok larhs then after tt had service again this time was faith..yupxx then alot ppl responded to the alter call and i onli prayed in tongues for the ppl...and again i cried and cried and cried...hahax...then went back came across two drunken wah dammnn scary sia...hahax went back to one of the villager's hse and slept again till the nxt mornin...hahax

20'dec'04_Monday_

Went to some of the villagers' hse and prayed for them actually nth much lors..two tt gave mi the most impression was tt one the lady gt to look after her brother and her son bcuz they were blind and she gt to support them herself...so we prayed for her i prayed for her son wid jeanice and alfred then as usual i was cryin and as alfred and jeanice were prayin louder and louder i cried more and more till my whole body gt numb...hahax..then the other hse was tt when the son was young he played wid a sharp object and poke into his eye*ouch* and naw is partially blind...yuppx..then after the prayers we went back to church had lunck and then took a slow boat back to sintang...when at sintang we started to do housework and todae was the dae Team B comes back so yupp the came back and we ate dinner larhs..did a nite debrief and then smth happen we off the lights and cynthia and matt danced[romantic] then came to boon and faith...hahax...was so funni hahax...then after debrief we ate a little supper and then slp again...hahax

21'dec'04_Tuesday_

Todae can sae was a relax dae hahax...went to bukit kalom went to the water fall there then i went down to play wid the water was so fun..hahax...then after tt had durian lunch the durian was so nice lors...i onli ate one larhs but i had noodles lors then after tt went sight seein and had coconuts hahax...yum yum then after tt went back home pack our stuff then set off for dinner then after dinner went to the bus terminal waited for the bus bout 45 mins then took a 7 hrs bus ride..haha was 2hrs earli hahax..

22'dec'04_Wednesday_

Reach pontianak at 4am in the mornin then went to a church which we stayed there...had a short nap till 7am then went to eat breakfast had dim sum for breakfast...hahax yum yum then did abit of shoppin again after tt we took a cab to the airport cuz the flight is 12.30 then took the plane and then i sat alone lors...after tt when reach batam had to rush to the ferry bcuz the boat is lyk 2 and we landed at lyk 1.15pm so took a cab there check in and found out the boat was 2.3 so ate noodles then gt up the boat then gt up the wrong boat then hahax..we gt up the right boat first so had gd seats...so we reach singapore in 45mins then home sweet home liaox lors...hahax

_Sintang team_

=>Team A<=

Alfred

Faith

Joanne

Jasmine[babi]-pig-

Jeanice[sapi]-cow-

Daryl[monei]-monkey-

=>Team B<=

Boon yeow

Jasmine Foo

Jeremy Dong

Grace[bebek]-duck-

Kristy[onda]-camel-

Joan

_Merakai Team_

Daniel

Uncle dong

Ivy

Cynthia

Mattaias

Beatrice

Noah

Joshuah

Joanathan

2004-11-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

Journey
It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through? Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feel like everything is out to make me lose control Cause It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you.to you

2004-11-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

F inally i tht it all over... since i hv no friends... i decided tt i wan to know no more...wan to care no more...juz be this gurl hu is owaes being alone... i cant tolorate animore...i hate life...hates!hates!hates! No one cares...

2004-11-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

hiiieee blogger...once again i blogged...this mornin i feel veli sick dunno y...yuppx then after tt slp till 2+ wake up then hungry...want to go out eat then gi they all was at orchard...they were goin to catch a movie...yuppx went wid them...i think i shouldn't hv go so i wont see tt gurl de lian se...budden still went...and once again i was alone...as per normal..budden who cares aniwae...i am juz a pest wad...yuppx...totally hate my life man...i am owaes being left alone... owaes owaes...budden who cares aniwaes...haix...my life totallie sux...being gossipped by best fwens...i cannot tell hu...but i noe hu i are...dun think i am bind i noe everyhing can...haix... friends are [pple hu cares for u][ppl hu makes u luff][ppl hu cheer u up]most importantlie [owaes there when needed]---if tt is the case...then i hv no friends...aiya write so much also no one will undsterstand de larhs...no one nderstands mi..i am juz this loney gurl whu lives in her own world...haix...whu cares man... I H A T E S M Y S E L F H A T E S L I F E

2004-10-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

hiiieess!! yuppx bloggin again todae at skol wah lao i was juz goin to gt tt comp when then derek came and snatch lors...then wad sae mi and him together...wah lao...hu wan him...i lyk other ppl lors can! stupid syamim!i noe u gt other ppl le can dun kip sayin other ppl nots think of other ppl can! ARGH! u dun noe anithing bout mi so SHUT THE F*** UP! wah lao angry! i dunno how to sae le larhs...think liaox wanna cry naw feelin veli sad dunno why...then i no xin qing to do anithing dunno why...aiya i dunno larhs...blog blog blog blog if onli i noe wht i am goin thru..if onli i noe why i am liddat...wah lao...ahhh!!! i dunno larhs...*headache* think shall stop here...there is mani things in my head but sollli ppl i dun wanna sae it out i wan to kip it to myself ...onli if i culd realli trust tt person...haix...*weeps*

2004-10-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

e Y e M i Z y O o haix...nvr tok to him for few daes le...haix miss him wors~ am i in love wid him? S H O C K E D ? hahax..gi if u readin naw i bluff u de larhs..hu is the him? dun hv larhs..i anihow sae wan larhs..hehex..i miss no one larhs hahax.love? plsss...no one lors..u noe mi...hahax...u guys might be wonderin hu tt person is bax...hahax..its no one...hehex...i kinda psychotic todae then dunno wad to blog haahax..then anihow sae smth lors...newae ppl tml is a dae for great fun cedric...mi and shima will tk revenge for sure...hahax...sian man btw the eyemizyoO is toO all the siao-ons and gb ppl...miz u guy lots can...haix nvm lookin forward to all the comin campsSs...i am lyk so eager for the camps can...haix...naw exam period and i dun feel lyk muggin can the books onli make mi totally wan to slp can *headache* then mr colin chia kip stressin us wid the "o"s haix...aiya i think i go mug geog le larhs..chill out guys..

2004-10-03T16:54:00.000+08:00

Finallie can type le...yeah!! Hiiieees!!!-J U M P S U P A N D D O W N- blogger smth wrong the past few dae yuppx dunno y...hehex ok naw is the rainey sundae of the afternoon and i am lyk so damn bored yuppx... haix..u guys might be muggin fer ur exam bax..hahax..mi? i juz dun feel lyk touchin ani books lookin at them make mi headache..haix but still gt to study yuppx..exam liaoz wad bo bian...yuppx yesterdae went for the yellow ribbon project concert thingy...yupx [Jeanice its yellow ribbon not yellow river!]yuppx.saw B.A.D.tension and etc larhs..then there is this goody bag thingy wid this light pen thingy...wah lao jeanice is a real auntie can.. she go tk all the light pen cuz its lyk the back and front row gt nobody then she so kiasu go tk..not onli tt still got this yellow ribbon thingy she use it for a tie..aye it look nice can..but imagine she wearin a V-neck lyk wad olinda wear OMG...hahax..went to the bridge at the river there..hahax..queky tokin bout wad if smth rise frm the water.she will be the first to ran...ya lame rites [[need wheelchair[lyk wad jeanice said]...walkin stick can liaox larhs]] yuppx..then tok about ghost..hahax..quek totallie got frighten by mi can she so scare manx..hahax.then in the show tokin bout dunno wad then suddenly sae "gan xie ni" hahax..then sae dunno wad "zu fu ni" then jeanice came up wif dunno wan lonshao is "ma zu ni" or smth liddat then quek is "ya zu ni" then mi is "zhu fu ni" then jeanice is "nui zu ni" or smth liddat larhs..hahax...-emal- totallie lors..hahax then went to tk bus hahax...all of us was worried lyk wait 12 liaox no bus how..hahax.then came up wid a soulation hahax..quek father send her home.lonshao dunno how manage to get the last train budden dunno how stuck at pasir ris then gt to tk cab home..mi and jeanice went home by mah dad's car yuppx...hahax...came home then 1 liddat went to bed lors..so tired can...hahax..the theme song for the yellow ribbon project thingy is [tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree] but somehow i went to change it to [tie a yellow ribbon round the christmas tree] hahax..yuppx.btw lonshao my fwen's name is J E A N I C E not the J one..hahax...

2004-08-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

aHh!!! mah parents juz simply sux manz.they two qurrel got to do wid mi mehs..vent the anger on mi for wad!sux sia stupid wah lao ehx hate to tok to them lors.tok to them they also dunno or else is tt sae none of 'my bizness i care so much for wad'..wah lao ehx its lyk so not mi lors.aiya no use tokin to them larhs waste my time.cant tk it animore le larhs.haix.sick and tired of life...Ahh!!!

2004-08-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

WoO here i am bloggin again hehex.yupx todae so happi gt excuse to go church hehex.yupx told mom i wanna go do lit project hehez.todae was so fun hahax.the indian guy was hilarious hahax.yeax.after service went to bugis yupx -[[grace wanted to buy skol shoe]]-yupx then went back to heartland wantin to mit john for the project..hahax.walk to mac then pts-gi- saw mi so went to yoshinoya yupx.hehex.there saw jeanice then yupx tok lors.hehex.then kinda gt crazy larhs when the food came.hehex.[[jeanice:u sure complain alot arx]].hahax.then yupx after tt wanted to get glue de in the end when shopin a little yupx [[jeanice:dun go around bitin ppl can not...MaN-eAter! wait i make ur te.gay to bo.gay arx]] -bleahx- yupx.then after tt do abit of the project then come home le lors.sian naw is the rally thingy..i wanna watch some better programm.*pouts* sian Oh!haben do finish the project and haben revise geog and music..die larhs so mani things to do this few daes.so stressed up sheesh...haix i think i stop here le larhs gotta start workin le.. aHh!sTreSsEd!aHh!

2004-08-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

No Hard feElings...hehex yuppers.wOot got over everything liaox.but come another one.joanne's pro.haix.sian y suddenly this month gt so mani problems?its juz not mi.i didn't hab ani probs at the beginnin of the year lors.its juz so not mi lors.wah lao ehx.y one problem then come another.wan also shoot all the problems to mi the same time mahx wah lao.at least i can be lyk sad at onli one time.haix.well god made our life a test to everyone.yuppers.every obstecle is a test from god.yupx.hehex.but thkx i gt the siao-on to cheer mi up frm anithing.luRvVeE u guy lots and lots~*muackx* SiaO-oN!On ArX!-[[lub u guys man]] hehex.yupx found out he gt stead le.congrates wors.hehex.yupperx.wOo~ hehex.u ppl must be lyk "wad!?!y u congrate him?" hahax.yarhs after all we still fwens mahx.must congrate wors.yupx*nohardfeelings* yeah?...hahx.i think i stop her le larhs signin off...-jaz- lurVveE u pPle LOts *hugs+muackz*-winks-

2004-08-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

This has to come to an end...

finally after cryin every night even in my dreams since thursdae, i noe tt this has to stop i cant be neglectin everything..lucky i still hv fwens lyk ber,jeanice and gi etc.to cheer mi up thk guys.tks u all for being wid mi when i am down.and i wan to thk GOD lurves ya lots.

GoD tell mi y am i cryin?*broken inside*

its tym i start to forget bout it.later goin for class outin hopefully thing will turn out fine.since he call mi bitch.i hv gt nth to sae.-[cheated]-he even sae i brain wash my fwens to hate him.i was juz statin the facts.this i realli can tk it ani more.SHIT why am i cryin again.i was suppose to be in a happy mood for the klass outin later.this has juz gt to come to an end.GOD i noe u will be there for mi.y? y am i feelin a pain in my heart.it felt lyk i hv juz been stab.nvr had i been so sad before.i realli wanna slash myself.but i cant cuz there i can hurt GOD.whut shld i do?how can i face this matter?y do i lurve him?y am i cryin to myself?does it work? so mani question in my mind.solutions?i realli dunno.-confused-GOD save mi...

*broken inside*

2004-08-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

heys... its meee again!! =)) im hyperrr 2dae..AGAIN. =D ok...i'LL stop de smilies. =s *whacks miseLf* i'LL stop dat crapp. yea...uhh.cheer up kaes?? tho ive said b4..sae again larhs. mi fone on 24/7 ya?? days haf been passing by. tings haf been passing by each time de film kips playing. isnt everytin a mystery?? juz dat mabie now de mystery is solved. everything enades wen de tears stop falling down this tear-stained cheeks. too badd de tears juz wun seem ta stopp. I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along no matter how hard you try to deny. you know you still love him. its painfuL. it hurts alot. is love just another game?? a losing game. a game dat dun plae by the rules. life isnt a bed of roses. we shldnt give up. itrs called FIGHT. you try to fly. bt you fall flat on your face. does dat mean u shld stop tryin?? hu noes mabie one dae you'll be able to fly awae. free urself fm ur troubles. & eventualie be able to stop de tears. FIGHT. its all u can do. daaahhhs. kaes im lyk..pollutin ur blogg again wif all dese nonsensical crapp. yea....so..erms. takkaire yupps?? *beams* **LovELovE**mIsSmIsS** -zero7- -gi died 2dae-

2004-08-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

HaTe tHis fEeLin...

*sob*sumbody tell mi y.y am i owaes being left out?i hate it can't tk it anymore realli feel lyk slashin.i am realli broken.

y am i cryin?

todae i finally noe all the while he has been cheatin on mi i realli hate it.y.y am i being cheated by him shouldn't have trusted him.he is such an ass.must i forgive him?will we still be friends?i realli cannot tk it i was actually CHEATED by him.y am i cryin??he is not worth for it.-[cheated]-

why mi?!y am i owaes being left out!?!?hate it!

todae was a real bad dae for mi.i hurt my hand.then after tt they actually took neoprint w/o mi its nvm actually but it is lyk we alrdy sae we want to tk neoprint TOGETHER.if i nvr know tt they are tkin i might not be so sad.but its lyk we alrdy DISCUSSED to tk together but y? i felt so left out. am i lyk invisble to them?maybe i dunno.i hate this feelin.DAMN!hate it! so mani things happen todae.lyk juz in one dae.but y do i feel terribly sad todae.hate it man.PMS SUX!!!

hate this dae.hate this feelin.*sobs*

2004-08-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

WoO i aM hErE aGaIn!!!

hehex.todae had national dae celebration WoO so Fun..went crazi too bad gi hab duty or else she sure be veri crazi and then we will start to do all the WeE-tardEdd things de hahax.-[[poor gi]]-bleahx- yupx went real crazi lors.early mornin did the flag thingy hahax.-[flag bearer mahx]- sheesh was so nervous lors.but so happi go to use the larnyard.yuppers.din realli see must of gi todae haix.miss her lehs.-bleahx- yups.then went for this inter hse games thingy yups.nvr do much larhs wearin full U nvr play then shima wear mah red hse shirt.WoO so national.hehex.yups.then after tt went to the hall and yups went crazi lors. gt alot of ppl larhs then yarhs ber went crazi as per normal again.

FELIX AND IVY WO MEN YONG YUAN ZI CHI NI!!!

yupx durin the talent time thingy felix sang "cha shao bao" so damn funny.felix even sang a hokkien song for the old folks OMG!! .hahax.yupx.then when ivy singin the guys went to ask ivy for autograph hahax.sheesh ivy was lyk shocked hahax.then so sweet wil gib ivy a rose..

aWwW...HoW sWeEt..IVY,WILSON YONG YUAN AI NI!!

hahax.yupz afta tt went ta heartland then every where was lyk packed then at last went to hougang mall..sheesh i feel so weird.ced and shima then suddenly i u see a light bulb which is lyk mi.yupx.hehex.i think tts all le bax.had losta fun todae yea.hehex.

signin off -jazmine#07-

2004-08-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

HeRe CoMes JazMinE!!!..hehex.

yupx.hahax.past few daes nvr blog hahax.bz larhs.yupx. -28'o7'o4-wednesdae.yarhs this dae was the lyk so crazy dae.yupx.when to skol as per normal.yupx afta skol went to gb rm and did the BIG notice board inside yupx.spray here spray there.hahax supposingly tt joanne is doin wid mi and geraldine de budden after tt she went to help faith to do another notice board.then left mi and geraldine do the notice board lors.yupx the kinda hab a "mini tearin double-sided tape competion"<-tt was crap.well yarhs we did tt then after doin ,the rm was lyk so messy yup.but rmb bernice was comin to help so we left the mess for bernice to clean up.how clever of us. hehex.yupx then wid the help of shima, bernice managed to clean up the rm yupx.then they saw 'xiao qiang' and they actually went to chase afta it and the kill it.hahax.they were lyk screamin so loud tt even when mi and gi was in the toliet also can hear them.OMG!hahax.yups afta tt took some neoprints the went home lors.

wOoT wad a crazy dae !!!

-29'o7'o4-thursdae.[y]u[p].mornin went to skol as per normal [[again]]...lyk DuH! then afta skol did drills wid mah squad.so sian.they all so damn slack teach till i vomit blood.but cold see tt they wan to realli improve larhs.hehex-[[except for some..tell them so mani tyms they still gib u tt same attitude]]-sian 1/2.haix.yupx afta tt kinda when to disscus bout irene bdae wid faith.yupx.afta tt drop by heartland mall and went to look for the cake premix.yups.

tirin' day...

-3o'o7'o4-fridae.yupx mi joanne gi and ber and faith went to the super market to buy the stuff for irene's bdae yupx.then jeanice and queky went to gb HQ yups.afta buyin all the stuff went back church and bake the cake and the cookies.yupx.so sianx.but afta tt when home i was so damn tired so i juz laid on the bed and guess wad! i fall asleep.hahax

tired again...

-31'o7'o4-saturdae.when to church for gb as usual but todae was a bit special.yups.woke up early juz to go to church to finish up the cake and the BID b'dae card yups.so tired.yupx afta gb went back home to tk the fortnight card for faith then went to dance studio mit gi and ber.yupz.afta tt ber went home and shima came yupx then we lock the dance rm and leave "vivian" and xiao ming outside.hehex.yup afta tt went to the stadium yup.sat at the front yupx.hehex.the show was ok larhs onli we were not crazy bout it until the end where the choir sang the song and they played other sing then we started dancing yups.went realli damn crazy .yup.and all kinds of moves hahax.then dere were this few crazy guys hu were also damn crazy hahx.took photo wif them.WOW it was lyk so much fun.hahax.then afta tt went out of the stadium and then shima went to mit ced and on the way we were lyk sayin bye to mr.police.guy and mr.army.guy.yupx.hahax.some were lyk stun.hahax.yups went to mit ced and lennon on this bridge.haahx.then we were sayin bye bye bye..hahax.afta mitin the two gays.OpPs i mean guys.yupx .went to leisure park and then mit wil,zl,md and jason.so sian yup then we ad gi went to 'tar pao' BK and we walk to the riverside the bridge there eat.yups bridge again.yarhs.then afta tt went back wid gi tt shima also dunno y so weak.haix.yupx.then ced and lennon send her home by cab mi and gi took MRT home and we were lyk carryin four NDP bags back hahax.then at last i one person tk four NDP bags walkin to the bus-stop.yupz at the bus-stop waited for mom and then mom at this side i at the other side.then make mi wait for such a long time.-[[So daMn eXaUsTed]]-...wad a tiring day...signin of -jazmine-

tired-exausted-half dead-*yAwNs*

2004-07-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be [Chorus:] You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh. You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be [Chorus] It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done [Chorus x2] [x2] Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh.

2004-07-26T17:56:00.000+08:00

todae was such a sucky dae...sumtyms i realli hope tt i wan to be a a handicap.hear nth.see nth.feel nth.talk nth.haix y must life be so sucky... i wan to be a handicap qurreled wif elaine todae over one stupid sharperner.haix.y is ppl tt is wrong against ppl tt is right?-confused- y must i hear,see and speak all these!?!?! maybe they think the person cryin is always right?haix.feel ltk slashin but dun wanna make ppl tt care for mi worry.haix.realli veri confused.cant believe tt julie will betray mi and grace and went to tell ppl stuff tt was supposed to be our secret!damn.feel so betrayed manx.maybe there is some mizunderstandin?but will ani one tell mi was it is?haix.so damn depress and confused. wad is my life becomin to? -confused-

2004-07-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

bOos!! eeks!! im pollutin ur bloggie!! =s i seriouslie duno wadta blogg. pouts. but i'll try. =)) erms. i realised @ sum pt dat sum tings dun matter no mor. human..r contradicting creatures..yea. dey ask stoopeed qns. & act waaaaaee stupidlie. yupps. so.. realie. dun waste ur time on dose kinda ppl yea?? i duno abt u. but 2 mee. it'll b darned difficult. budden again. i haf..weLL. much better frens. *hinting too you..ur much better fren is mee!!* lols. ok.. stopp crappin liaos. honestlie. u noe ta get mee wen im needed. (: lovelove** takkaire~ yupps?? ohhs. promise mee u wun do netin stupid?? *weak smilex* kkaes. shall stopp pollutin ur blogg liaos. =)) wads wif de marquee?? *tilts head* i will be there wen u kal me in de middle of the nite....

2004-07-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

here i am bloggin again yupx.lazy to nlog past few daes.hehex hehex.todae went to old folks home.yarhs. sang various songs.but to me it wasn't quite a sucess larhs.maybe everybody is shy bax.yupx.b4 tt mi,him,grace,julie went to heartland.yupz.at there went to MeEt junwen they all then as usual went to tk neoprint lors.yups.7 person one machine.-[mi,grace,julie,him,jun wen,shaun and derek]-yupx.then derek stand at one corner nvr take.not fun.but nvm.later went back skol then took cab to the home.yups and then perform yuppers.ya hadta sing.hehex.wasn't a success larhs but nvm.yuppers.then went to help the helpers.ask them wad to do yupx.offered to help to feed one of the ah ma.hahax.yupx.gt to bend down to feed.-back pain sia-yupx.then pushed some old folks back to their beds yupx.waited wid the old ppl for the lift, tokin to them.yupx.then gt one ah ma dun understand chinese then lucky she speaks hokkien *heng arz* yuppies.then ask her whether the show nice and so on larhs.hehex.yarhs.then afta tt grace told mi a joke.yupx.here it goes.julie went to ask the ah ma whether wan to tk picture nots then she sae -[in hokkien]-" auntie li ai pai zhao(in chinese) mai" hahax.then mi and joanne kip luffin non-stop.-bleahx- it was suppose to be "auntie li ai hip xiong mai"-[in hokkien]-hahax.yups.hahax.yupx.then calean cried juz bcuz he tok to her is a harsh tone [[RIDICULAS]]sheesh.OMG! even told her mom!wah lan ehx.wadeVeRrR she is juz to childish and toOx sensitive liaox larhs.nvm then he lyk so angry.i also dunno wad to do suddenly tok so much to him.even nag at him for his atittude.hahx.solli larhs.but rmb to CONTROL!.hahax.-bleahx-.yupx.afta the problem is settled.went home lors.yupx.he sent mi home.yarhs took 119 yupx.easlier mah so tt he wont go home so late.wait get scoldin how.hehex.ok liaox.i think tts all lors.lub him.*muacks*

Lub is in the air~

2004-07-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

Finally i hv got a bit of time to blog.hehex. -16'07'04- I accepted him.hehex.he wanted an ans for veri long then at last i accept him.yarhs. hehex.but i find it a bit weird lehs.maybe it onli the startin.as wad an experienced person,ivy,have said,startin is always weird.yarhs.hehex. -17'07'04-had gb in the mornin -[the polish boots session was quite fun]-then after tt wanted to send mi home de but too bad i went to eat lunch wid last went mah officer but still at last went to heartland wid bernice ,geraldine and shima.yarhs.then shima saw ivy then ivy sae she goin to watch movie wid wil and guys then nvr call us go.*hump*.nvm lors.yarhs we had lunch at burger king then then had this story by bernice and were tokin bout prince and princess stuff.bernice was the lil'princess then shima was the princess and then olga was the big prince.hahax.ok then after tt went to tk neoprint.then we kinda hv a "changin face game" hahax.bernice was the lead person.yarhs after tt dunno wad happen bernice did this pose wid her butt stickin up.-phew-hahax.yarhs.had fun overall.yups.then at night went to cousin hse.i think tts all larhs.yups.wad a tiring yet crazi dae-phew-hehex signin off-jazmine-

aNotHer Dae~

2004-07-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

hahax.yarhs.yesterdae was GB dae.so malu manz,gt to sae the pledge.then hors i was lyk dunno wad to do and ppl sae i sae the pledge till veli soft.-solli larhs.i was nervous lehs.- yups.after tt i went to shima hse once again and this time was wid janice and wenna.yupx.but before tt we went to mac to eat then to heartland yupx met yun ru at mac then we shoppin together at heartland then wenna was lyk always followin yun ru and she was lyk so damn pissed off.sheesh.i can see tt she is so damn pissed off manx.yarhs.back to shima hse.we actually had a bit of pillow fight and wad went to shima hse then at last i was the one servin the beverages.phew.yarhs did some cheer thingy.so bo liao.then went home by cab once again. OK todae. was nui nui bdae! happi birthdae to him! hehex.yarhs.was quite a fun and bad dae for nui nui bax.cuz he gt strip lyk dunno how mani time yarhs.poor nui nui.supposin to go tk neoprints together de.but nui nui sae not todae.yarhs. but quite a bad dae too larhs.in the same dae rites.two handphones can be stolen OMG! tt person must be lunatic! yarhs.we tht is another person lost le but lucky it was a false alarm.phew.heng.we hv gt some suspects le but hv gt no proOve.-sigh- yarhs.after tt went back home took the same bus as janice and wenna-[[cuz ced send shima home.yarhs.]]- at last also go home alone.-[nvm larhs.used to it le.yups]-todae wasn't a gd dae manz.sharinah actually gave mi tt loOk.haix.so depress.y is she liddat?mi and shima always wanted to make her a better person de.well forget it the onli thing we could do is to pray hard for her to change.yupx.yarhs.todae had mock oral.it was kinda ok and the topic for the conversation was tradition.which was kinda ok for mi yups.[]scared will fail how? haix dun care larhs[].yups i think tts wad happen for the whole dae le larhs.ok le signin off.jazMinE.hehex.

-SianZaTioN-

2004-07-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

hehex.yesterdae was the millage run thingy and i came in the 33rd.so happi.[last yr gt 41st.boohoohoo~]then red hse came in first for cheer!!the cheer leaders was lyk so damn happi.hehex.[i was one of them larhx].heex.yarhs then after the millage we went to heartland then shima feel lyk not eatin fast food then at last went to compass banQuet to eat.[jeremy tht i sae blanket] hahax.then went shoppin.afta tt went to shima hse.did mani mani things.we cook instant noodles which was suppose to be curry SOUP noodles.but dunno how shima cook and make it become MI GORENG!hahax.and ya we made hotdogs if cheese stuff in it and we lyk so WeEetArRrDed.we actually took a video on how shima eat the hotdogs.its lyk we gone bonkers le.yups.then after tt jeremy was taught to walk on heels.and he lyk cannot balance then he walk lyk so farni wid shima skirt.hahax.after tt we kinda make music wid chopsticks.hahaxwe make up jeremy and he even catwalk hahax.then after tt camp home.so damn tired.yarhs.tts the whole of yesterdae.tml is GB dae le then wad! i am goin to sae the pledge!so malu.i dun wan but faith put mi there de.so sian.ahh! ok i gtg le..signin off.-jazmine-

-NeOpRiNt-hahax.

2004-06-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

yarhx.todae after skol mi ivy and jeanice when to took neoprint.OMG she wore hairband.hahax.-bleahx- look so chio manx.so.pL.hahax.nice mahx. tts my gerl.hehex. -bleahx- =P

-SchOoL ReOpEnS-SianZaTiOn-

2004-06-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

Back frm skol again le.todae skol reopen le so sian first dae of skol all talks and talks so sian*yAwNs* harhax.then hors.go back klass nth to do de then when start collecting of home work rite.i was lyk OMG i haben do how.lucky they sae tml the pass up.wah heng then think think sian again come home must do homework -bleahx- haix.gt to gan gong ke le.gt so mani to do-[[2compos and 10 jian bao]]- sianz.haix.lucky i hv alrdy plan my compo le.hehex.ok le i goin to bath le.smell ya ltr.hahax.-bleahx- =P

-MoRniNg.yAwNs-

2004-06-28T06:17:00.000+08:00

*yAwNs* so sian must wake up so early juz to go to skol.yupx.but bo bian wad.must go.but gd larhs.miss all the ppl in skol.yarhs. *OpPs* tokin bout goin back to skol i haben do my homework and pack my bag yets.die die die.fingernail also haben cut yets.die larhs.=X forget it larhs juz tell teacher i nvr do larhs.gt to chao-[[gt to go pack bag and cut my fingernails]]- hehex. signin off...

-WoRsHip-

2004-06-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

He's the lord of the sunshine~ the lord of the rain~ He's he lord of the good times~ the lord of the pain~ He's the lord of the mountains~ the lord of the sea~ He's the lord of the music~ the lord of the children~ the lord of you and me~

-CaMp-

2004-06-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

hehex.bout camp yarhs.it was fun.first dae rites.some ppl were late lors.then we gt punishment fall in and stand there till everybody has arrived.-bleahx- then we went to our bunk -[[rm 303]]- yups for ice-breakers by liya and janice [ma'am(s)] yarhs.played this blanket game.it was quite lame larhs.then bernice kip screm.hahax.after tt we had devotion by christel[ma'am] yarhs.the theme was abt love.gt to come out wid a skit yarhs.then bernice was lyk so farni.lyk she said the "OH~holy one" tt time.harhax.afta tt we hv lyk food hunt.we went to heartland mall for tt activity.yarhs.then we hv gt to shop for our meals at NTUC then we were late.so we gt to fall in and sae solli to the officer 5 times.then so malu.hahax.but then after tt we gt onli 20 mins to go back church get changed to our full U and then go to fall in.so short time.*argh*-bleahx-trainin camp is liddat mahx.after tt we had a while of skit discussion for the concert night. and then had dinner after tt had night games.which is underground church it was lyk so fun run here run there jux not to get caught.but i zi yuan go to the torture rm pei geraldine.hahax.i shld hv gone in earlier mahx.it was lyk so damn cool in side.hahax.after tt we went for wash up and then its bed time.mi geraldine grace and bernice slp together in a cross .hahax.-bleahx-then we were lyk "night and night and night" whahaha.then in the nite gt this fire drill thingy hahax.-bleahx- then we gt to wake up at 5.30 for roll call then after tt we had breadfast then drills again then worship and devotion as per normal.hahax.then during worship we sang this song and did the actions hahax and then bernice look so cute when doin the actions.hahax.after tt we had to make sandwiches for the kayakin at tanah Merah.after we had fun esp.when playin the apple and when "washin up" hehex.great fun.-bleahx-ya after tt return to church then wash up and had dinner-[[BBQ wors]]- hehex.then durin bbq we had this mini mashmallow com hahax. I WON -bleahx- then after tt we had the conert and then to the backin com.after tt time for light out then tt stupid jeanice come and squeeze wid the "cross"-bleahx- then guess wad sumthing happen!grace said she lock the main gate but when the officers when to inspect it was not lock.then everybody start to panic.and bernice was totally freak out.hahax.the last dae finally.we again wake up at 6+ for roll call.yups.then my grp did duty -[[so suay gt to wash the BBQ pits]]- and then afta tt we hv got to pack up and wear full U to get ready for dismissal.yarhs.after dismissed.mi geraldine grace jeanice and bernice when to tk neoprint hahax.had a great time.-bleahx-

yAwNs -Blinks-

2004-06-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

*yawns juz wake up frm a veli deep slp.[[wah hahax lyk slpin beauty liddat arx]]so damn tired yesterdae.juz ended camp yesterdae then the dae b4 nvr slp cuz bernice snored so loud make mi toss and turn in the slpin back.hehex.and ya camp was tough thou but a bit fun larhs.but my grp so suay gt to clean up the bbq pits.then bcuz of cleanin the bbq pits,we hv gt onli 5mins to change to our full U and hv everything packed and then gt to rush down juz to fall in.yarhs.naw at home vwli bored.-sianzation-ya underground church was so fun the best is to get into the torture rm so cool get ur self all dirty is so damn fun.hahax.ya tts all wanna go watch teewee le maybe later contiune..hehex.-bleahx- =P -[to be contiune...]]-

-hehex-

2004-06-27T02:49:00.000+08:00

juz tryin out larhs.-emal-*craps*-bleahx-